After the Affair

The first 30 days after discovering betrayal can feel like emotional chaos.

Shock. Rage. Numbness. Obsession. Hope. Despair. All before lunch.

In this episode, Infidelity recovery coach - Luke Shillings breaks down what actually matters in the immediate aftermath of discovery, and the common mistakes that can quietly make things worse.

This isn’t about long-term healing or whether you should stay or leave. It’s about stabilising yo...

Many betrayed partners experience intrusive thoughts or images when trying to be sexually intimate during reconciliation, often images of their partner with the affair partner.

These thoughts can feel shocking, disturbing, and deeply confusing, especially when you’ve consciously chosen to stay and work on the relationship.

In this episode, affair recovery expert Luke Shillings speaks directly to this experience.

He explains why int...

After betrayal, many people feel an intense pressure to move quickly, to decide, to understand, to feel better.

That urgency often sounds logical and responsible.

But more often than not, it’s fear wearing a sensible disguise.

In this episode, Luke Shillings explores the concept of pacing, not as avoidance or indecision, but as a skilful, intentional way of healing. You’ll learn why betrayal disrupts our sense of time and safety, h...

After betrayal, many people believe healing means doing more:

more processing, more understanding, more effort, more tolerance.

But what if that belief is what’s keeping you stuck?

In this episode, Luke Shillings introduces essentialism as a recovery lens, not as a productivity tool, but as a way to stabilise, simplify, and heal without burning yourself out.

You’ll learn why betrayal creates mental and emotional overload, how “tryi...

Fear influences far more of our behaviour than most of us realise.

Not obvious fear.

Not panic or terror.

But the quiet, reasonable-sounding fear that shows up as urgency, overthinking, control, and the need for certainty.

In this episode, Luke Shillings explores how fear operates as a hidden driver in everyday life, and why it becomes even more powerful after betrayal, when safety and predictability have been shattered.

You’ll lea...

One of the most painful and confusing stages of betrayal recovery is this:

You’re trying to heal the relationship…

and your partner is still emotionally letting go of their affair partner.

They may be in therapy.

They may be doing the “right” things.

They may genuinely want to change.

And yet, you’re left knowing that they still miss someone else.

In this episode, Luke responds to a listener’s message and explores what it’s like to...

After betrayal, many people notice a change in themselves.

They’re calmer.

More regulated.

Less reactive.

But they’re also more distant. Less open. Less connected.

In this episode, Luke explores a question that quietly emerges during recovery:

“Am I actually healing… or am I just protecting myself better?”

This episode breaks down how emotional defences form after betrayal, why they’re not a problem, and how they can sometimes begi...

As the year comes to a close, many betrayed partners find themselves reviewing everything that happened, and quietly turning that review into self-attack.

What did I miss?

What should I have done differently?

How did this happen to me?

In this episode, Luke offers a clear, grounding framework for understanding how most betrayals actually occur, without excusing the behaviour and without placing responsibility where it doesn’t belon...

After betrayal, many people carry a quiet belief:

“If I had been more, they wouldn’t have needed someone else.”

This short Christmas Day bonus episode gently dismantles that idea.

Luke explores why unmet needs are internal experiences, why adults are responsible for expressing and managing them, and how taking responsibility for someone else’s unmet needs leads to self-erasure.

This is not an episode about fixing, analysing, or und...

After betrayal, one question tends to dominate the mind more than any other:

“Why did they cheat?”

It feels logical. Necessary. Like the answer might finally bring peace.

But what if that question, however understandable, is quietly keeping you stuck?

In this Christmas Eve episode, Luke explores why the search for “why” often leads to more rumination, more self-blame, and more pain, rather than healing. He offers a gentle but power...

After betrayal, one of the most painful places to be is stuck between options, unable to stay, unable to leave, unable to trust your own judgement.

Many people believe they’re stuck because they don’t have enough information, clarity, or certainty. But that’s not the real problem.

In this episode, Luke breaks down how human beings actually make decisions, and why relying on feelings or logic after betrayal often leads to paralysis ...

When you’re in the thick of betrayal, it’s almost impossible to imagine a future where you’re not drowning in thoughts, panic, anger, and heartbreak. Most people believe that what they’re feeling now is what they’ll feel forever.

But it isn’t.

In this episode, Luke takes you behind the scenes of real client journeys, from sleepless nights, relentless rumination, and emotional chaos… to clarity, inner calm, stronger self-trust, bett...

In the aftermath of betrayal, a growing number of people are hearing something deeply confusing, and often deeply hurtful:

“Maybe we should open the relationship.”

“Monogamy just isn’t natural for me.”

“I think I’m actually non-monogamous.”

But what happens when these statements appear after an affair, not before?

Is it genuine self-discovery… or a way to avoid accountability?

In this episode, Luke breaks down the crucial differenc...

If you’ve been asking yourself, “Why am I still suffering after betrayal?”, this episode is for you.

Most people think they’re drowning because the pain is too big.

But the real reason you’re stuck isn’t the pain itself… It’s the suffering your mind is unintentionally creating on top of it.

In today’s episode, Luke breaks down the crucial difference between discomfort (the natural emotional pain of betrayal) and suffering (the ment...

If you’ve been going to therapy after betrayal and still don’t feel any better, you’re not alone, and you’re not broken.

Most people stabilise through therapy but then hit a wall. They can explain the affair, understand their childhood patterns, name their triggers… and still wake up every day feeling overwhelmed, anxious, or completely stuck.

In this episode, Luke breaks down why this happens, and it has nothing to do with failure...

One of the most painful parts of betrayal is believing someone else was chosen instead of you.

It can feel like a verdict, proof that you weren’t enough, that your worth has been measured and found wanting.

But what if being chosen was never the measure of your value in the first place?

In this episode, Luke explores the deeply human craving to be chosen and how it becomes distorted after betrayal. He explains why comparing yoursel...

After betrayal, couples often feel like they’re living the same story, but in completely different timelines.

One partner feels miles ahead, ready to rebuild, while the other is still reeling from the shock.

This is The Lag - the time delay between awareness, understanding, and emotional readiness in the aftermath of infidelity.

In this episode, Luke explains how The Lag shows up in two major phases, first, the delay in awareness b...

After betrayal, it’s common to feel paralysed, caught between wanting to fix things and fearing you’ll make the wrong move. Every decision feels heavy, every option uncertain.

In this episode, Luke explores the truth about indecision after betrayal and why waiting to feel sure is keeping you stuck.

He shares how our minds chase certainty to avoid pain, and how the real path forward begins with trust, not in others, but in yourself....

Work is supposed to be a place of focus, structure, and shared goals, not secrecy and heartbreak.

Yet, for many couples, the workplace becomes the unexpected setting for infidelity.

In this episode, Luke explores why workplace affairs are so common, how emotional connections can quietly blur into something deeper, and what both partners can do when the affair partner still works in the same environment.

You’ll learn how proximity, ...