February 7, 2022 • 33 mins
If you've done something wrong, feelings of guilt can prompt us to apologise, make amends and change our ways. But many of us also feel guilty with little cause. We may think we're bad parents, lazy or incompetent workers, or unreliable partners - all without much evidence that we've done anything wrong.
Life coach Valorie Burton (author of Let Go Of The Guilt: Stop Beating Yourself Up And Take Back Your Joy) felt guilty for combining her career with raising a family - until she started examining the values and assumptions that underpinned these draining feelings. She shares the strategies she developed to separate 'true' guilt from 'false' guilt with Dr Laurie Santos.
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Speaker 1 (00:15):
Pushkin. Nearly every night, before I head to bed, I
pull out my little red date book and update my
to do list for the next day. The list is
usually pretty long, but if I actually put down everything
I wanted to get done, it would probably sound something
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like this. Meditate for ten minutes, go to a yoga class,
crept from my happiness course, bring the car in for
an oil change, think about some cool new guest for
the podcast, don't get behind on that inbox, get in
some quality times with my weake, time to have more fun,
get eight hours of sleep, and so on. Now, when
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I think about it rationally, I realize it's literally impossible
to get all those things done in a single day.
But no matter how much do, I constantly feel bad
about how much I didn't do. And that is the awful, yucky,
not good enough feeling that we'll be digging into today
because in this episode in our season on Difficult Emotions,
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we're going to examine guilt. I think guilt shown up
in a lot of ways for me that I wasn't
even noticing as guilt. But on one particular morning when
my son was in kindergarten, I think it was just
kind of the epitome of guilt taking over. This is
Valerie Briton. She's the author of Let Go of the Guilt,
Stop beating yourself up, and take back your joy. She
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hit her rock bottom with guilt over a bowl of cereal.
We were getting ready and my son always wants just
some cereal, like he wants dry cereal and a cup
of milk, which for me is guilt inducing because my
mother made a full out Southern breakfast grits, eggs, bacon,
orange shoes, toast, so cereal for me was always just
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a snack. I eat rice crispies after school, so I
already you know there's this thing of seal, but it's
what he wants. He doesn't like eggs, he doesn't want
the other stuff. And so just as we were leaving
on this particular morning, my son says, Mommy, can I
eat my cereal at the table today? And immediately, because
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I knew we really didn't have time to do that,
I felt guilty about the prospect of saying no, and
so rather than saying what I knew I needed to say,
I let guilt step in and say, well, we have
to do it really fast, which you know you're talking
to a five or six year old and really fast
is not really fast. So by the time we get
out of the door, I'm like, we are not we
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are going to be so late. And the problem was
my son schools across town and there's a bus that
comes to our areas. I have to get him to
the bus otherwise if we've missed the bus. It's about
a twenty five minute drive to the school. And so
we're racing up the street like my hands are just
gripping the steering wheel, my shoulders are tight. We get
to the parking lot where the usually waits, and I'm
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turning in so fast that I hit a curb and
bust attire. And I still don't stop because I can't
go that fast, but I can hear like the rubber
from the tire like smacking the street. As I continue,
I see the bus and the bus is moving and
taking off, and I'm like, maybe he'll see me. I'm
sure not be recognized my car. The bus driver stops,
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I get Alex off, I get him on the bus,
and I'm like, what just happened? And thinking back on it,
like when I even tried to explain it to my husband,
I was like it was guilt. I felt so guilty
that all he wanted was to sit at the team,
which would have been fine if he had asked fifteen
minutes sooner. I felt guilty that I was feeding him
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cereal for breakfast instead of what my mom normally fed me.
And so what I realized is that so often what
happens is we allow guilt to get in the driver's seat.
It's natural to feel any sort of negative emotion, but
what you don't want to for that emotion to take
over your decisions. And that's what happened that morning, which
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was fairly expensive, as I called the tow truck and
waited for an uber to pick me up. I mean,
I love this story because it's so relatable, right, it
has so many of the features of what happens to
me when I'm going through this process of guilt, right,
Like one is that you have this awful flurry of
I'm not good enough thoughts over and over again, like
I'm not my mother, what kind of mother? Oh my gosh,
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I pop, that's hire. But the other is just the
way that gilt can cause these automatic reactions to take over,
you know, So talk about how this played out in
You're a scenario and why it's so powerful that we
need to kind of pay attention to this so we
can recognize guilt. Well, it happens so fast. I mean
it was probably not even two seconds before I had
already answered his question, but a whole movie had played
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out in my mind before I answered it. You know, Mommy,
can I eat at the table? And immediately like I
had this flashback to being a kid in Germany and
one morning my mother fitting me cereal. I thought she
was just feeding me a snack, and when we got
ready to go, I was like, where's my breakfast? Like
all of this played in my head, even my mother's
own guilt at trying to give me serial because it
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was going to be faster and than me having the
reaction if I can't believe you're sending me to school
with no breakfast. I think, particularly women, we are more
guilt prone. The research shows that what happened for me
is that I started talking about guilt very casually as
I would be speaking around the country, and I just
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noticed that women in particular had a very strong reaction.
It would be like a collective side if I just
said the word guilt and I began wondering if we
were more guilt prone, and I realized men also feel
guilt at Men feel guilty around different things, and they
process it very differently. So oftentimes, as women, when we're
talking about our guilt, men are perplexed. There's even some
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research showing that women feel more guilty if we have
to work after hours. Whether we're married, or have kids
or anything else, still feel guilty like we're not supposed
to be doing that. And so when you become more
aware of your own guilt triggers, you can start to
be more intentional about really seeing those before they hijack
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your decisions and your actions. And one of the simplest
things you can do is just label the emotion. Right
it comes and you go, ah, that's guilt, and it
just interrupts the thought pattern. There's guilt there it is,
and you have an opportunity once you interrupted, to be
intentional about what action you're going to take next. And
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so I think an understanding guilt it might help us
to kind of define what it is. So give me
a definition of guilt. What is it? Guilt basically is
us saying either we've done something wrong or we feel
like we've done something wrong. Those two things are not
the same, even though they can feel the same. So
I've done something wrong. Is very clear you've done something wrong.
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You probably need to atone for it, try to make
up for it, fix the problem. If you just feel
like you've done something wrong, you can still behave as
though you're guilty. And so, because guilt says I owe
there's a debt that I owe right, we will go
about trying to pay for whatever it is we feel
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we've done wrong. And so this false sense of guilt
is very different from authentic guilt, and yet we can
react in very much the same way. So the single
parent who feels guilty that their child doesn't have the
other parent every day, who overcompensates, who knows they're spoiling them,
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who knows they're not disciplining them about something, in the
same way, but they feel they owe right. Guilt is
a debt that can try to make up for the
fact that things aren't perfect. So I'm going to overdo it.
And so we can see how the false guilt can
cause us to make decisions that are productive. And this
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idea of false gill is really powerful, right, because it
kind of explains why we're going through so much guilt nowadays.
Right you know, you talked about going to give talks
to so many people and you ask about guilt, and
you have a whole audience of thousands of people nodding like, yep,
I have guilt too, And it doesn't feel like we're
all doing actual harmful things to other people, right, you know,
And so talk about the prevalence of this false guilt.
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It feels like it's kind of everywhere right now. So
false guilt can occur from successes, false gilt can occur
from guilt trippers in our lives. Right. So people will
use guilt to manipulate you. But you can't be manipulated
unless in some way you might agree or you might
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not have come to terms with your own values of
what really matters. Now you are kind of participating in
that and allowing them to get you to do things
you wouldn't normally do because you're feeling guilty. So it
shows up in a lot of different ways. And what
I found is that oftentimes we don't even realize that
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it's guilt, even if it's just that feeling I'm not
doing enough, I'm not doing enough oftentimes that's a sense
of guilt somehow I'm not working hard enough for I've
been given more than I ought to be entitled to.
And so that sense of guilt can really cause us
to take actions or not to take actions that if
we didn't feel guilty, perhaps we'd make some different choices.
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And so you've argued that even this false guilt might
be there to teach us something that is kind of
giving us an important message. What do you mean by this, Well,
I think it's really important for us when we are
feeling guilty and we label that guilt, Ah, that's guilt,
that we kind of peel back the layers and we
ask ourselves, did I actually do something wrong? Again? Guilt
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is indicated you've done something wrong or you feel like
you have. And oftentimes if we get really honest with ourselves,
we discover now I have it. Actually, I've found for
a lot of people that resetting their expectations is a
big part of this process. So oftentimes expectations are put
upon you, right, so people tell you what they're expecting,
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and if you don't have a strong sense of your
own expectations of yourself, others expectations will then guide what
you are saying is right or wrong, and so some
of this requires getting quiet, asking yourself some very basic
but profound questions, Why am I doing what I'm doing?
Am I actually doing something wrong? Does this line up
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with my values? When you do that work, there's a
freedom that begins to come. Feeling guilty doesn't just feel crappy.
You can also lead us to get stuck in the
past and to make bad decisions in the future. We
wind up caught and that happiness sapping cycle of rumination.
After the break, we'll learn more ways to identify when
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our guilt is faults and some strategies to feel better
when it is. We'll also hear how we can handle
guilt in cases in which we did actually do something wrong.
The happiness lab will be right back. Some days I
feel like I can't get out from the way of
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my own guilt. I get remorseful about the things I've
done and all the things I didn't do. I feel
guilty for letting myself down and for not doing the
best for others. And then I even start to feel
guilty about feeling guilty all the time. For me, this
guilt upon guilt upon guilt cycle can feel really overwhelming.
So I was surprised to hear from author and guilt
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expert Valerie Britain that being a guilt prone person may
have some benefits. Look, there's actually an upside to guilt
that I was pretty excited about. Made me feel better
about it all. So when you are a person who
number one cares about what other people think, right, you
can overdo that. But it's actually a very good thing
to care about other people and your impact on other people.
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You're going to be more guilt prone in those who
have the trait of conscientiousness, which is a very strong
feeling about right and wrong and how you ought to
do things. Those people tend towards guilt, as people also
tend towards being better managers, better t in relationship with
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and so it's important for us to not say, you know,
guilt is bad. Guilt is actually a guide. It's a
really important guide to help you do what's right, to
help you avoid what is wrong. So when guilt comes up,
it's not like I shouldn't feel guilt, because again, authentic
guilt is actually a guide for you in terms of
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doing what's right and wrong. And then one of the
big benefits. It seems like we can get from understanding
our guilt better is that when we experienced guilt, it
can tell us when our actions are really misaligned with
our values and our expectations. You experience this a little bit,
I think in the scenario you talked about with Breakfast,
So talk a little bit about why that guilt was
a misalignment with maybe expectations and values that weren't really
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good for you at the time. You know, I mentioned
the guilt with that little incident with my son, that
I had a lot of guilt that came up around motherhood.
I was over forty before I became a mom. I
had this vision at twenty that I wanted to have
my own business. I wanted to write books, and that
that would give me the flexibility and freedom to have
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a great career and also have a family. I found
myself finally reaching my vision, having the career, being an author,
having a family, and yet still feeling oftentimes guilty. So
even when I would be out speaking, I would feel
guilty for being away from home, even if it was
just overnight. So one of the things I did, and
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I did it through journaling, was I started asking myself
what are you feeling guilty about? Exactly? Okay, what are
your values around this? And what I discovered is I
had these very old fashioned thoughts and voices that were
playing in my head about what it meant to be
a mother, what it meant to have a career, what
it meant to be a woman. And I had to
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get really clear, is this what I believe that I
should be home with my son. My husband was the
one that actually reminded me of my own vision that
that was never my vision. My vision was always having
a business and having a family so that I could
have flexibility. So when I began to own that and
really peeling back the layers meant saying, so what harm
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do you think you're doing to your son or to
your family? And I was like, actually, when I'm gone,
especially when my mother decides she's going to come over
and help, and my son isn't even missing me. He's like, oh,
Grandmammy's here, he's excited. I realized when I really peeled
back the layers that the things I was feeling guilty
about were basically non existent. And so that helped me
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clarify my values around entrepreneurship, around living a life of
purpose around contributing to my family in a very significant
way and showing our children what's possible. So I had
to slow down and really push back. My mother was
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at home when I was a kid, and then when
I went off to school, she started working. She never
suggested that I needed to follow her path. And yet
when I got really honest with myself, I realized I
was looking around me. I was in a neighborhood with
a lot of stay at home moms. People would make comments,
oh gosh, you're gone so much, and I actually wasn't
gone that much, but that was their perception. And if
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you're going to take back your joy from guilt, at
some point you really do have to say, is this
what I believe too? Or do I have a different
set of values for my own family. Another thing you've
argued we need to look into more deeply, and this
was really helpful for me reading the book, was we
sometimes have expectations that aren't necessarily helping us. One of
my favorite ideas that you talk about in the book
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are cases where we have what you might call vague expectations.
You know, so talk about vague expectations. This is something
that plagues me a lot, I think. So the vague
expectations are, you know, I'm going to lose weight, I'm
going to eat better, work more, or whatever it happens
to be. It's not defined, and so no matter what
we do, there's a possibility that we haven't quite met
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the expectation because we never defined it. So I'm going
to work out more, Well, maybe you did. Maybe last
week you didn't work out at all, and this week
you worked out twice, but you feel guilty because you
still haven't done enough because you never clearly defined what
enough is. And so when you find yourself in the
hole I'm not done enough or I need to do more,
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ask well, how much would be enough? How much is more?
Because oftentimes we've never clarified that and the guilt that
we feel, you can nip it in the bud by
defining what that means. So if working out twice this
week is enough, great, you don't need to feel guilty.
And another thing I think that crops up with these
vague expectations is that we tend to have them in
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every domain. Right. You know, we feel like I should
do more as a parent, I should do more at work,
I should do more in terms of my personal life
and my health. But then when you add these things up,
you simply can't do more in all of these different domains, right,
I mean, is this something you see coming up with
your clients too. Yeah, we are living in a society
now where we're constantly looking at what we think everyone
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else is doing right, But no matter what we're doing,
the upward social comparisons really can not only dampen our
joy but bring more guilt. And so being very intentional
about setting those expectations in a reasonable way and noticing
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when they're harmful. When you have unrealistic expectations that cannot
be met, or maybe they can't be met in this season,
give yourself permission to change that expectation. You know, when
I married my husband and suddenly was a bonus mom
to two girls. Leading up to that time, in the
prior five years, I had written a book a year.
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In those previous five years, I had gone through divorce,
I was single, I didn't have anyone else to take
care of. I didn't even have a dog anymore. It's
just like, so oftentimes I was writing late. I might
write on weekends because I'm a recovering procrastinator. So I'm
pushing to those French times, right. And we got married,
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and so the first book was due and I found
it really hard to write it. I got it written,
but it was hard. And then the next year my
son came along and I couldn't do it, and I
just had to call the publisher and say, I cannot
get this to you. I'm going to need to take
a year off. I just like I've been waiting my
whole life that this might happen, right, that I might
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get to have a child, And here I am, I
can't do it. I had to change the expectation in
that season. Great, I wrote a book a year, but
I can't do that anymore. And that's really this idea
that you talk about of outdated expectations, right. You know,
those might have been expectations that work before, maybe pre pandemic,
they worked maybe at a different time of your life.
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But it can be really hard to be compassionate enough
with yourself to update these expectations. It can. We're also
good at beating ourselves up. Self compassion is absolutely critical.
Outdated expectations often lead us to I did it before,
I did it before, but before you didn't have these
other responsibilities or these other circumstances that are very real.
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How do you want to show up now? What's reasonable
now and what's important now? That's the other very critical question,
And so I had to decide in those early years.
My son is still a baby. I don't want to
miss this time because I'm stressed out about a deadline.
It'll be there, I'll still right. But right now my
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focus is really here. And so we have to give
ourselves permission. We have to show ourselves some grace. So
go easy on yourself. How do we deal with it
when the guilt is real? We've forgotten someone's birthday, you know,
we've said something inappropriate to our spouse or something like that,
because sometimes, you know, we really have messed something up.
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That's a really great question, because sometimes we really have
done something wrong right, and we need to deal with it.
And that takes some courage because it depends on what
you say to yourself about being guilty of something, and
for a lot of people, it's a sense of denial,
which is the worst approach. So being able to one except, yeah,
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I did something wrong and I'm going to take responsibility
for it. So I give six a's in the book
around when you really are guilty. So one is just admitted, right,
you're just acknowledging, Hey, I did something wrong, I caused
harm in some way. The second is just to assess it.
You know, what is the harm that I caused? And
this can be hard to look at, but be willing, kescourage,
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be willing, and then apologize and it's that real apology,
right Who do you owe an apology too? It might
be more than one person, And what specifically would a
sincere apology sound like? Not only stating what's wrong, but
acknowledging the impact on that person and apologizing for your
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contribution whatever that happened to be. And then whenever you
can atoning for it, how can I make amends? Some
things you can't undo, but you can certainly at least
try not to make the situation worse. And if there's
a consequence of a way that you could pay back
in any way, Again, it just depends on the circumstance,
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do what you can. And that's where this fifth one
comes in, which is just a just your behavior. That's
a big one. It's not okay to apologize and just
keep doing the same thing, right, and then lastly accept forgiveness.
And a lot of times we withhold the forgiveness from
ourselves and so being able to accept it from the
other person to be thankful if they're willing to give it.
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Sometimes they're not going to give it. Sometimes there's not
an opportunity. I mean, it might be someone who's moved on,
who's passed away, and that's when you really do have
to do the work of being able to forgive yourself
for your own humanity, for things she can't change, so
that she can eventually just move forward. Feeling guilty can
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be an honest signal that we've screwed something up and
that we need to take steps to make it right.
But once we've done that, we can forgive ourselves and
let that guilt go. Case closed. But sometimes guilt isn't
really about having done something wrong. It's based on outdated, vague,
or even unreasonable expectations about the kind of person we're
supposed to be. We'll talk about some concrete strategies we
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can use to reset these not so good expectations and
lose the unhelpful remorse that goes with them. When the
happiness lab returns in a moment life coaching author Valerie
Burton argues that we can learn something from our feelings
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of guilt, but only once we've determined whether our guilty
feelings are actually warranted in the first place. One of
the big opportunities that happened for me was recognizing that
my guilt was actually it was fear happiness as a risk,
and guilt is safe. I realized that I never allowed
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myself to fully be happy. Guilt was the thing that
dampened my happiness, and it was a tool I was
using out of fear that my happiness wouldn't stay around,
that something was going to come up that wasn't going
to go my way. And so if I get too happy,
that's really risky. But if I put a little guilt
in there, things aren't. I mean, they could be great,
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but they're not that great. I felt safe that way.
That for me was a real eye opener. I had
never thought of guilt as something that was safe for me,
that I was choosing when I didn't have to. And
so the first step of embracing this opportunity really is
to notice and allow that you're feeling guilt. Talk about
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the science of how it can be powerful to label
our emotions. Ah, well, there's something that happens when we
have an emotion. This happens even when the emotion is
quote unquote positive emotion. Right. One, It's our thoughts that
lead to our emotions, and so those thoughts of guilt,
I've done something wrong, I am wrong, whatever the case
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might be. Or really what leads to the feeling the
emotion of guilt. It relates back to cognitive behavioral therapy.
Right what are you thinking and what does that lead
to in terms of your actions and your emotions. The
real key is to practice thought awareness, to practice noticing
what you're saying to yourself that's leading to the guilt
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and having the discipline to discern whether it's valid or not.
Have I actually done something wrong or am I just
feeling that I've done something wrong? If it's just a feeling,
how might I change the thought so that it leads
to a new feeling? You know? I gave an example
in the book of a woman who had had a
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child very young. She'd gotten pregnant in her senior year
of high school, which she number one felt guilty about,
but even more she felt guilty because her daughter didn't
have a father. Later she married and she had a
second child. Wonderful husband, great dad to both girls. But
the continual guilt was the guilt that the younger child
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had a different and more stable experience than the older child.
And so it was very interesting as I did that
particular interview of the things that this mom had never
even asked herself or really thought about just her hardness.
She was very hard on the older one of You've
got to do this, and then this, and then this,
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and so anything that went wrong, even if it wasn't
anything really wrong, she blamed it on well, if I
had not had my child so young, if she had
had this better experience in her early years, if I
had not been trying to go to school and work
at the same time. And what we realize is she's
saying to herself that, Okay, my daughter got to see
because because of all of these things. We start talking
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it through, Well, what about her friends that didn't have
that experience, are they all doing perfectly? Well? Well, no,
actually she's doing better than there. So then what really
are you saying to yourself? A lot of times we
don't really question our thoughts and how our thoughts are
leading us to feel things that may or may not
actually be rooted in the truth. One method that you've
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given folks to kind of think about their thoughts better
is this peel method. What is the peel method? Yes,
so peel is just an acronym and it's really simple,
and it's really about you being able to peel back
the layers to see is this authentic guilt or false guilt?
So the first P and peel is simply PenPoint your
guilt trigger. What is it that's really triggering you're guilt?
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And for a lot of people, they know what that
guilt trigger is. Right, for me, it's often been something
with my son. Whatever, you it may be something else.
The E the first EAT is examined the thought, so
what am I saying to myself about this guilt trigger?
What am I saying that's causing me to feel I've
done something wrong? The second eas exchanged the life for
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the truth. So each time you notice that there's an
inaccurate thought, you're asking what would be a more accurate
thought about the situation. So in the example of the
woman who's saying, and my daughter doesn't have straight a's
because I had her young and blah blah, blah blah blah.
A more accurate thought is, you know, she just has
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a hard time in that subject. We need to get
her some help. I don't have to give this whole
explanation that may or may not have anything to do
with the real reason why she doesn't have a higher
grade in this class. And then the alice list your evidence.
What's the evidence that supports the truthful thought about this situation.
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So as I just gave that example, what is my
evidence that it's not about the past? Well, the evidence
is that a lot of kids are having a hard
time in this class, and my daughter isn't expressing anything
that tells me that she's struggling with these things I'm
talking about. So you actually start listing the evidence. It's
not just telling yourself that there's a different truth. It's
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actually telling yourself the truth and then listing your evidence
for that truth. I'd let this process because it allows
you to do something that we know is so powerful
when you're trying to switch your thoughts around, which is
that you're really harnessing curiosity. You know what am I
really thinking here? But also what's the evidence for that?
Not judgmentally, but just kind of being curious about where
this stuff came from. I mean, have you seen that
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this pl technique can really work? Do you have examples
of this being really powerful? Resolutely? I am amazed at
the things that people are able to let go up.
Sometimes it's the mother daughter guilt. I was amazed at
how many stories of that I got as I began
writing the book, researching and then hearing from readers. I
won't go into detail about like why is there mother
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daughter guilt? But there seems to be a lot of,
you know, feeling like you've got to live up to
these certain expectations. A lot of times our upbringing from
a religious standpoint can have all sorts of expectations that
somehow you need to be perfect, you need to be
so very good in every way. Inevitably you're going to
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fall short and the guilt is going to come in.
So I really believe that the biggest outcome is when
you're able to just accept where you are. And it
really does require a bit of humility to say I
won't always get things perfect, and that's okay because I'm human.
I don't have to beat myself up. Beating your self
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up literally is about you feeling that that guilt, that
debt that you owe, and if no one else is
going to make you pay, you're going to make you pay.
And when you realize I don't have to do that,
I can give myself some grace. I can let go
of the guilt. I can literally just say it is
what it is. Now, how am I going to grow
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from it? What can I learn from it? But beating
myself up does not need to be a part of
the equation, and so getting comfortable with that, I think
can be a big step for many people who are perfectionists,
who feel like they have to get it all right
or they fail completely, instead saying I don't have to
get it all right, and in fact I can't, and
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here I am still trying. When we start to ask
ourselves the right questions, we can come to see false
guilt for what it is, false, fake, simply not warranted.
In addition to making us feel less guilty, this process
can also help help us connect to what our true
values really are. So whenever I start to go into
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guilt overload, I'm going to plan to use Valerie's Peel method.
I'll try to pinpoint my triggers, really examine my thoughts
exchange all those lies for the truth and start to
list the evidence. And when all those unchecked boxes on
my to do list make me feel like I'm not
good enough or doing enough, I'll just add one more
item to the list, give myself a little grace, and
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I'll plan to check that one off right away. I
hope you've learned some strategies that you can use to
reset your relationship with guilt, and I hope you'll come
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Pushkin. Nearly every night, before I head to bed, I
pull out my little red date book and update my
to do list for the next day. The list is
usually pretty long, but if I actually put down everything
I wanted to get done, it would probably sound something
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like this. Meditate for ten minutes, go to a yoga class,
crept from my happiness course, bring the car in for
an oil change, think about some cool new guest for
the podcast, don't get behind on that inbox, get in
some quality times with my weake, time to have more fun,
get eight hours of sleep, and so on. Now, when
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I think about it rationally, I realize it's literally impossible
to get all those things done in a single day.
But no matter how much do, I constantly feel bad
about how much I didn't do. And that is the awful, yucky,
not good enough feeling that we'll be digging into today
because in this episode in our season on Difficult Emotions,
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we're going to examine guilt. I think guilt shown up
in a lot of ways for me that I wasn't
even noticing as guilt. But on one particular morning when
my son was in kindergarten, I think it was just
kind of the epitome of guilt taking over. This is
Valerie Briton. She's the author of Let Go of the Guilt,
Stop beating yourself up, and take back your joy. She
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hit her rock bottom with guilt over a bowl of cereal.
We were getting ready and my son always wants just
some cereal, like he wants dry cereal and a cup
of milk, which for me is guilt inducing because my
mother made a full out Southern breakfast grits, eggs, bacon,
orange shoes, toast, so cereal for me was always just
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a snack. I eat rice crispies after school, so I
already you know there's this thing of seal, but it's
what he wants. He doesn't like eggs, he doesn't want
the other stuff. And so just as we were leaving
on this particular morning, my son says, Mommy, can I
eat my cereal at the table today? And immediately, because
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I knew we really didn't have time to do that,
I felt guilty about the prospect of saying no, and
so rather than saying what I knew I needed to say,
I let guilt step in and say, well, we have
to do it really fast, which you know you're talking
to a five or six year old and really fast
is not really fast. So by the time we get
out of the door, I'm like, we are not we
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are going to be so late. And the problem was
my son schools across town and there's a bus that
comes to our areas. I have to get him to
the bus otherwise if we've missed the bus. It's about
a twenty five minute drive to the school. And so
we're racing up the street like my hands are just
gripping the steering wheel, my shoulders are tight. We get
to the parking lot where the usually waits, and I'm
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turning in so fast that I hit a curb and
bust attire. And I still don't stop because I can't
go that fast, but I can hear like the rubber
from the tire like smacking the street. As I continue,
I see the bus and the bus is moving and
taking off, and I'm like, maybe he'll see me. I'm
sure not be recognized my car. The bus driver stops,
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I get Alex off, I get him on the bus,
and I'm like, what just happened? And thinking back on it,
like when I even tried to explain it to my husband,
I was like it was guilt. I felt so guilty
that all he wanted was to sit at the team,
which would have been fine if he had asked fifteen
minutes sooner. I felt guilty that I was feeding him
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cereal for breakfast instead of what my mom normally fed me.
And so what I realized is that so often what
happens is we allow guilt to get in the driver's seat.
It's natural to feel any sort of negative emotion, but
what you don't want to for that emotion to take
over your decisions. And that's what happened that morning, which
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was fairly expensive, as I called the tow truck and
waited for an uber to pick me up. I mean,
I love this story because it's so relatable, right, it
has so many of the features of what happens to
me when I'm going through this process of guilt, right,
Like one is that you have this awful flurry of
I'm not good enough thoughts over and over again, like
I'm not my mother, what kind of mother? Oh my gosh,
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I pop, that's hire. But the other is just the
way that gilt can cause these automatic reactions to take over,
you know, So talk about how this played out in
You're a scenario and why it's so powerful that we
need to kind of pay attention to this so we
can recognize guilt. Well, it happens so fast. I mean
it was probably not even two seconds before I had
already answered his question, but a whole movie had played
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out in my mind before I answered it. You know, Mommy,
can I eat at the table? And immediately like I
had this flashback to being a kid in Germany and
one morning my mother fitting me cereal. I thought she
was just feeding me a snack, and when we got
ready to go, I was like, where's my breakfast? Like
all of this played in my head, even my mother's
own guilt at trying to give me serial because it
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was going to be faster and than me having the
reaction if I can't believe you're sending me to school
with no breakfast. I think, particularly women, we are more
guilt prone. The research shows that what happened for me
is that I started talking about guilt very casually as
I would be speaking around the country, and I just
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noticed that women in particular had a very strong reaction.
It would be like a collective side if I just
said the word guilt and I began wondering if we
were more guilt prone, and I realized men also feel
guilt at Men feel guilty around different things, and they
process it very differently. So oftentimes, as women, when we're
talking about our guilt, men are perplexed. There's even some
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research showing that women feel more guilty if we have
to work after hours. Whether we're married, or have kids
or anything else, still feel guilty like we're not supposed
to be doing that. And so when you become more
aware of your own guilt triggers, you can start to
be more intentional about really seeing those before they hijack
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your decisions and your actions. And one of the simplest
things you can do is just label the emotion. Right
it comes and you go, ah, that's guilt, and it
just interrupts the thought pattern. There's guilt there it is,
and you have an opportunity once you interrupted, to be
intentional about what action you're going to take next. And
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so I think an understanding guilt it might help us
to kind of define what it is. So give me
a definition of guilt. What is it? Guilt basically is
us saying either we've done something wrong or we feel
like we've done something wrong. Those two things are not
the same, even though they can feel the same. So
I've done something wrong. Is very clear you've done something wrong.
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You probably need to atone for it, try to make
up for it, fix the problem. If you just feel
like you've done something wrong, you can still behave as
though you're guilty. And so, because guilt says I owe
there's a debt that I owe right, we will go
about trying to pay for whatever it is we feel
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we've done wrong. And so this false sense of guilt
is very different from authentic guilt, and yet we can
react in very much the same way. So the single
parent who feels guilty that their child doesn't have the
other parent every day, who overcompensates, who knows they're spoiling them,
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who knows they're not disciplining them about something, in the
same way, but they feel they owe right. Guilt is
a debt that can try to make up for the
fact that things aren't perfect. So I'm going to overdo it.
And so we can see how the false guilt can
cause us to make decisions that are productive. And this
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idea of false gill is really powerful, right, because it
kind of explains why we're going through so much guilt nowadays.
Right you know, you talked about going to give talks
to so many people and you ask about guilt, and
you have a whole audience of thousands of people nodding like, yep,
I have guilt too, And it doesn't feel like we're
all doing actual harmful things to other people, right, you know,
And so talk about the prevalence of this false guilt.
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It feels like it's kind of everywhere right now. So
false guilt can occur from successes, false gilt can occur
from guilt trippers in our lives. Right. So people will
use guilt to manipulate you. But you can't be manipulated
unless in some way you might agree or you might
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not have come to terms with your own values of
what really matters. Now you are kind of participating in
that and allowing them to get you to do things
you wouldn't normally do because you're feeling guilty. So it
shows up in a lot of different ways. And what
I found is that oftentimes we don't even realize that
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it's guilt, even if it's just that feeling I'm not
doing enough, I'm not doing enough oftentimes that's a sense
of guilt somehow I'm not working hard enough for I've
been given more than I ought to be entitled to.
And so that sense of guilt can really cause us
to take actions or not to take actions that if
we didn't feel guilty, perhaps we'd make some different choices.
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And so you've argued that even this false guilt might
be there to teach us something that is kind of
giving us an important message. What do you mean by this, Well,
I think it's really important for us when we are
feeling guilty and we label that guilt, Ah, that's guilt,
that we kind of peel back the layers and we
ask ourselves, did I actually do something wrong? Again? Guilt
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is indicated you've done something wrong or you feel like
you have. And oftentimes if we get really honest with ourselves,
we discover now I have it. Actually, I've found for
a lot of people that resetting their expectations is a
big part of this process. So oftentimes expectations are put
upon you, right, so people tell you what they're expecting,
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and if you don't have a strong sense of your
own expectations of yourself, others expectations will then guide what
you are saying is right or wrong, and so some
of this requires getting quiet, asking yourself some very basic
but profound questions, Why am I doing what I'm doing?
Am I actually doing something wrong? Does this line up
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with my values? When you do that work, there's a
freedom that begins to come. Feeling guilty doesn't just feel crappy.
You can also lead us to get stuck in the
past and to make bad decisions in the future. We
wind up caught and that happiness sapping cycle of rumination.
After the break, we'll learn more ways to identify when
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our guilt is faults and some strategies to feel better
when it is. We'll also hear how we can handle
guilt in cases in which we did actually do something wrong.
The happiness lab will be right back. Some days I
feel like I can't get out from the way of
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my own guilt. I get remorseful about the things I've
done and all the things I didn't do. I feel
guilty for letting myself down and for not doing the
best for others. And then I even start to feel
guilty about feeling guilty all the time. For me, this
guilt upon guilt upon guilt cycle can feel really overwhelming.
So I was surprised to hear from author and guilt
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expert Valerie Britain that being a guilt prone person may
have some benefits. Look, there's actually an upside to guilt
that I was pretty excited about. Made me feel better
about it all. So when you are a person who
number one cares about what other people think, right, you
can overdo that. But it's actually a very good thing
to care about other people and your impact on other people.
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You're going to be more guilt prone in those who
have the trait of conscientiousness, which is a very strong
feeling about right and wrong and how you ought to
do things. Those people tend towards guilt, as people also
tend towards being better managers, better t in relationship with
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and so it's important for us to not say, you know,
guilt is bad. Guilt is actually a guide. It's a
really important guide to help you do what's right, to
help you avoid what is wrong. So when guilt comes up,
it's not like I shouldn't feel guilt, because again, authentic
guilt is actually a guide for you in terms of
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doing what's right and wrong. And then one of the
big benefits. It seems like we can get from understanding
our guilt better is that when we experienced guilt, it
can tell us when our actions are really misaligned with
our values and our expectations. You experience this a little bit,
I think in the scenario you talked about with Breakfast,
So talk a little bit about why that guilt was
a misalignment with maybe expectations and values that weren't really
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good for you at the time. You know, I mentioned
the guilt with that little incident with my son, that
I had a lot of guilt that came up around motherhood.
I was over forty before I became a mom. I
had this vision at twenty that I wanted to have
my own business. I wanted to write books, and that
that would give me the flexibility and freedom to have
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a great career and also have a family. I found
myself finally reaching my vision, having the career, being an author,
having a family, and yet still feeling oftentimes guilty. So
even when I would be out speaking, I would feel
guilty for being away from home, even if it was
just overnight. So one of the things I did, and
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I did it through journaling, was I started asking myself
what are you feeling guilty about? Exactly? Okay, what are
your values around this? And what I discovered is I
had these very old fashioned thoughts and voices that were
playing in my head about what it meant to be
a mother, what it meant to have a career, what
it meant to be a woman. And I had to
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get really clear, is this what I believe that I
should be home with my son. My husband was the
one that actually reminded me of my own vision that
that was never my vision. My vision was always having
a business and having a family so that I could
have flexibility. So when I began to own that and
really peeling back the layers meant saying, so what harm
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do you think you're doing to your son or to
your family? And I was like, actually, when I'm gone,
especially when my mother decides she's going to come over
and help, and my son isn't even missing me. He's like, oh,
Grandmammy's here, he's excited. I realized when I really peeled
back the layers that the things I was feeling guilty
about were basically non existent. And so that helped me
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clarify my values around entrepreneurship, around living a life of
purpose around contributing to my family in a very significant
way and showing our children what's possible. So I had
to slow down and really push back. My mother was
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at home when I was a kid, and then when
I went off to school, she started working. She never
suggested that I needed to follow her path. And yet
when I got really honest with myself, I realized I
was looking around me. I was in a neighborhood with
a lot of stay at home moms. People would make comments,
oh gosh, you're gone so much, and I actually wasn't
gone that much, but that was their perception. And if
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you're going to take back your joy from guilt, at
some point you really do have to say, is this
what I believe too? Or do I have a different
set of values for my own family. Another thing you've
argued we need to look into more deeply, and this
was really helpful for me reading the book, was we
sometimes have expectations that aren't necessarily helping us. One of
my favorite ideas that you talk about in the book
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are cases where we have what you might call vague expectations.
You know, so talk about vague expectations. This is something
that plagues me a lot, I think. So the vague
expectations are, you know, I'm going to lose weight, I'm
going to eat better, work more, or whatever it happens
to be. It's not defined, and so no matter what
we do, there's a possibility that we haven't quite met
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the expectation because we never defined it. So I'm going
to work out more, Well, maybe you did. Maybe last
week you didn't work out at all, and this week
you worked out twice, but you feel guilty because you
still haven't done enough because you never clearly defined what
enough is. And so when you find yourself in the
hole I'm not done enough or I need to do more,
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ask well, how much would be enough? How much is more?
Because oftentimes we've never clarified that and the guilt that
we feel, you can nip it in the bud by
defining what that means. So if working out twice this
week is enough, great, you don't need to feel guilty.
And another thing I think that crops up with these
vague expectations is that we tend to have them in
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every domain. Right. You know, we feel like I should
do more as a parent, I should do more at work,
I should do more in terms of my personal life
and my health. But then when you add these things up,
you simply can't do more in all of these different domains, right,
I mean, is this something you see coming up with
your clients too. Yeah, we are living in a society
now where we're constantly looking at what we think everyone
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else is doing right, But no matter what we're doing,
the upward social comparisons really can not only dampen our
joy but bring more guilt. And so being very intentional
about setting those expectations in a reasonable way and noticing
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when they're harmful. When you have unrealistic expectations that cannot
be met, or maybe they can't be met in this season,
give yourself permission to change that expectation. You know, when
I married my husband and suddenly was a bonus mom
to two girls. Leading up to that time, in the
prior five years, I had written a book a year.
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In those previous five years, I had gone through divorce,
I was single, I didn't have anyone else to take
care of. I didn't even have a dog anymore. It's
just like, so oftentimes I was writing late. I might
write on weekends because I'm a recovering procrastinator. So I'm
pushing to those French times, right. And we got married,
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and so the first book was due and I found
it really hard to write it. I got it written,
but it was hard. And then the next year my
son came along and I couldn't do it, and I
just had to call the publisher and say, I cannot
get this to you. I'm going to need to take
a year off. I just like I've been waiting my
whole life that this might happen, right, that I might
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get to have a child, And here I am, I
can't do it. I had to change the expectation in
that season. Great, I wrote a book a year, but
I can't do that anymore. And that's really this idea
that you talk about of outdated expectations, right. You know,
those might have been expectations that work before, maybe pre pandemic,
they worked maybe at a different time of your life.
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But it can be really hard to be compassionate enough
with yourself to update these expectations. It can. We're also
good at beating ourselves up. Self compassion is absolutely critical.
Outdated expectations often lead us to I did it before,
I did it before, but before you didn't have these
other responsibilities or these other circumstances that are very real.
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How do you want to show up now? What's reasonable
now and what's important now? That's the other very critical question,
And so I had to decide in those early years.
My son is still a baby. I don't want to
miss this time because I'm stressed out about a deadline.
It'll be there, I'll still right. But right now my
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focus is really here. And so we have to give
ourselves permission. We have to show ourselves some grace. So
go easy on yourself. How do we deal with it
when the guilt is real? We've forgotten someone's birthday, you know,
we've said something inappropriate to our spouse or something like that,
because sometimes, you know, we really have messed something up.
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That's a really great question, because sometimes we really have
done something wrong right, and we need to deal with it.
And that takes some courage because it depends on what
you say to yourself about being guilty of something, and
for a lot of people, it's a sense of denial,
which is the worst approach. So being able to one except, yeah,
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I did something wrong and I'm going to take responsibility
for it. So I give six a's in the book
around when you really are guilty. So one is just admitted, right,
you're just acknowledging, Hey, I did something wrong, I caused
harm in some way. The second is just to assess it.
You know, what is the harm that I caused? And
this can be hard to look at, but be willing, kescourage,
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be willing, and then apologize and it's that real apology,
right Who do you owe an apology too? It might
be more than one person, And what specifically would a
sincere apology sound like? Not only stating what's wrong, but
acknowledging the impact on that person and apologizing for your
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contribution whatever that happened to be. And then whenever you
can atoning for it, how can I make amends? Some
things you can't undo, but you can certainly at least
try not to make the situation worse. And if there's
a consequence of a way that you could pay back
in any way, Again, it just depends on the circumstance,
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do what you can. And that's where this fifth one
comes in, which is just a just your behavior. That's
a big one. It's not okay to apologize and just
keep doing the same thing, right, and then lastly accept forgiveness.
And a lot of times we withhold the forgiveness from
ourselves and so being able to accept it from the
other person to be thankful if they're willing to give it.
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Sometimes they're not going to give it. Sometimes there's not
an opportunity. I mean, it might be someone who's moved on,
who's passed away, and that's when you really do have
to do the work of being able to forgive yourself
for your own humanity, for things she can't change, so
that she can eventually just move forward. Feeling guilty can
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be an honest signal that we've screwed something up and
that we need to take steps to make it right.
But once we've done that, we can forgive ourselves and
let that guilt go. Case closed. But sometimes guilt isn't
really about having done something wrong. It's based on outdated, vague,
or even unreasonable expectations about the kind of person we're
supposed to be. We'll talk about some concrete strategies we
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can use to reset these not so good expectations and
lose the unhelpful remorse that goes with them. When the
happiness lab returns in a moment life coaching author Valerie
Burton argues that we can learn something from our feelings
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of guilt, but only once we've determined whether our guilty
feelings are actually warranted in the first place. One of
the big opportunities that happened for me was recognizing that
my guilt was actually it was fear happiness as a risk,
and guilt is safe. I realized that I never allowed
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myself to fully be happy. Guilt was the thing that
dampened my happiness, and it was a tool I was
using out of fear that my happiness wouldn't stay around,
that something was going to come up that wasn't going
to go my way. And so if I get too happy,
that's really risky. But if I put a little guilt
in there, things aren't. I mean, they could be great,
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but they're not that great. I felt safe that way.
That for me was a real eye opener. I had
never thought of guilt as something that was safe for me,
that I was choosing when I didn't have to. And
so the first step of embracing this opportunity really is
to notice and allow that you're feeling guilt. Talk about
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the science of how it can be powerful to label
our emotions. Ah, well, there's something that happens when we
have an emotion. This happens even when the emotion is
quote unquote positive emotion. Right. One, It's our thoughts that
lead to our emotions, and so those thoughts of guilt,
I've done something wrong, I am wrong, whatever the case
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might be. Or really what leads to the feeling the
emotion of guilt. It relates back to cognitive behavioral therapy.
Right what are you thinking and what does that lead
to in terms of your actions and your emotions. The
real key is to practice thought awareness, to practice noticing
what you're saying to yourself that's leading to the guilt
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and having the discipline to discern whether it's valid or not.
Have I actually done something wrong or am I just
feeling that I've done something wrong? If it's just a feeling,
how might I change the thought so that it leads
to a new feeling? You know? I gave an example
in the book of a woman who had had a
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child very young. She'd gotten pregnant in her senior year
of high school, which she number one felt guilty about,
but even more she felt guilty because her daughter didn't
have a father. Later she married and she had a
second child. Wonderful husband, great dad to both girls. But
the continual guilt was the guilt that the younger child
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had a different and more stable experience than the older child.
And so it was very interesting as I did that
particular interview of the things that this mom had never
even asked herself or really thought about just her hardness.
She was very hard on the older one of You've
got to do this, and then this, and then this,
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and so anything that went wrong, even if it wasn't
anything really wrong, she blamed it on well, if I
had not had my child so young, if she had
had this better experience in her early years, if I
had not been trying to go to school and work
at the same time. And what we realize is she's
saying to herself that, Okay, my daughter got to see
because because of all of these things. We start talking
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it through, Well, what about her friends that didn't have
that experience, are they all doing perfectly? Well? Well, no,
actually she's doing better than there. So then what really
are you saying to yourself? A lot of times we
don't really question our thoughts and how our thoughts are
leading us to feel things that may or may not
actually be rooted in the truth. One method that you've
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given folks to kind of think about their thoughts better
is this peel method. What is the peel method? Yes,
so peel is just an acronym and it's really simple,
and it's really about you being able to peel back
the layers to see is this authentic guilt or false guilt?
So the first P and peel is simply PenPoint your
guilt trigger. What is it that's really triggering you're guilt?
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And for a lot of people, they know what that
guilt trigger is. Right, for me, it's often been something
with my son. Whatever, you it may be something else.
The E the first EAT is examined the thought, so
what am I saying to myself about this guilt trigger?
What am I saying that's causing me to feel I've
done something wrong? The second eas exchanged the life for
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the truth. So each time you notice that there's an
inaccurate thought, you're asking what would be a more accurate
thought about the situation. So in the example of the
woman who's saying, and my daughter doesn't have straight a's
because I had her young and blah blah, blah blah blah.
A more accurate thought is, you know, she just has
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a hard time in that subject. We need to get
her some help. I don't have to give this whole
explanation that may or may not have anything to do
with the real reason why she doesn't have a higher
grade in this class. And then the alice list your evidence.
What's the evidence that supports the truthful thought about this situation.
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So as I just gave that example, what is my
evidence that it's not about the past? Well, the evidence
is that a lot of kids are having a hard
time in this class, and my daughter isn't expressing anything
that tells me that she's struggling with these things I'm
talking about. So you actually start listing the evidence. It's
not just telling yourself that there's a different truth. It's
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actually telling yourself the truth and then listing your evidence
for that truth. I'd let this process because it allows
you to do something that we know is so powerful
when you're trying to switch your thoughts around, which is
that you're really harnessing curiosity. You know what am I
really thinking here? But also what's the evidence for that?
Not judgmentally, but just kind of being curious about where
this stuff came from. I mean, have you seen that
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this pl technique can really work? Do you have examples
of this being really powerful? Resolutely? I am amazed at
the things that people are able to let go up.
Sometimes it's the mother daughter guilt. I was amazed at
how many stories of that I got as I began
writing the book, researching and then hearing from readers. I
won't go into detail about like why is there mother
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daughter guilt? But there seems to be a lot of,
you know, feeling like you've got to live up to
these certain expectations. A lot of times our upbringing from
a religious standpoint can have all sorts of expectations that
somehow you need to be perfect, you need to be
so very good in every way. Inevitably you're going to
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fall short and the guilt is going to come in.
So I really believe that the biggest outcome is when
you're able to just accept where you are. And it
really does require a bit of humility to say I
won't always get things perfect, and that's okay because I'm human.
I don't have to beat myself up. Beating your self
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up literally is about you feeling that that guilt, that
debt that you owe, and if no one else is
going to make you pay, you're going to make you pay.
And when you realize I don't have to do that,
I can give myself some grace. I can let go
of the guilt. I can literally just say it is
what it is. Now, how am I going to grow
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from it? What can I learn from it? But beating
myself up does not need to be a part of
the equation, and so getting comfortable with that, I think
can be a big step for many people who are perfectionists,
who feel like they have to get it all right
or they fail completely, instead saying I don't have to
get it all right, and in fact I can't, and
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here I am still trying. When we start to ask
ourselves the right questions, we can come to see false
guilt for what it is, false, fake, simply not warranted.
In addition to making us feel less guilty, this process
can also help help us connect to what our true
values really are. So whenever I start to go into
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guilt overload, I'm going to plan to use Valerie's Peel method.
I'll try to pinpoint my triggers, really examine my thoughts
exchange all those lies for the truth and start to
list the evidence. And when all those unchecked boxes on
my to do list make me feel like I'm not
good enough or doing enough, I'll just add one more
item to the list, give myself a little grace, and
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I'll plan to check that one off right away. I
hope you've learned some strategies that you can use to
reset your relationship with guilt, and I hope you'll come
back to hear the next episode of The Happiness Lab
with me Doctor Laurie Santos. If you love this show
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