I Could Never...

I Could Never...

I Could Never... is a show about non-monogamy and the many ways it can look. Genevieve King from @chillpolyamory and her partner Ishik get true stories and gossip from people all over the world about their unique love lives. It's the podcast that reminds us: just because you’ve never done something before, doesn’t mean you can’t do it.

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November 27, 2025 54 mins

Genevieve & Ishik close out Season 3 with a finale Q&A where they tackle questions about ambiamorous partners, feeling shame in secrecy, and why she shows some partners on socials but not others.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

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Author and activist, Dean Spade, shares his go to guide for dealing with jealousy, and how he and his boyfriend raised kids with his lesbian best friends.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

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November 6, 2025 48 mins

Dance floor unicorn, Kenna Bethany, lets loose about sleeping with couples, sapphic lust and being the only queer person in a foursome.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

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October 30, 2025 48 mins

Super ADHD and crushing it, polyamorous therapist Dr. Manijeh Badiee shares about surviving breast cancer and proposing to her ladyfriend (in front of her spouse).

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpo...

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October 23, 2025 49 mins

Ballroom baddie, Loren Loubser, dishes about the queer scene in Cape Town, healing after cheating and why they have to stop sleeping with all their friends.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

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October 16, 2025 53 mins

Comedian Lily Kerrigan sets the stage for how she fell into Mono/Poly, messy gossip in her polycule, and why she kept her mouth shut about her partner’s dating choices.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @ch...

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October 9, 2025 51 mins

Genevieve and Ishik are back with the second half of the midseason Q&A double feature. In this half they touch on dating monogamous people, getting past cheating and what is "too much information".

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyam...

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October 2, 2025 51 mins

Gifted a bountiful harvest, Genevieve & Ishik got so many questions for the midseason Q&A, they're doing two parts! In this half they dig into cheating friends, moving in with a metamour, and wanting closure from a partner's ex.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

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September 25, 2025 45 mins

Deepak Kashyap tries not to sound “OMG Ghey” while connecting the dots on polytheism & polyamory, feeling left out of group sex and why friends can’t bring 15 partners to his wedding.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

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September 18, 2025 45 mins

Lovergirl femme, Tay, talks about having a baby in a triad, garden party vibes and why they moved out of their partner's home (twice).

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Tay on TikTok - @po...

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September 11, 2025 47 mins

Polyamorous since 18, Marla Schreiber, @polyamarla, is sick of talking about hierarchy, but loves bedtime rituals with both of their partners.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

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September 4, 2025 52 mins

Besides being a socialist, abolitionist, polyamorous & queer city councilor, Willie Burnley Jr. says he's "pretty normie". Together, we get into being polyam & single, running for mayor and getting c*ck-blocked by his nosy monogamous friend.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chil...

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August 28, 2025 53 mins

Reece Foster, aka SaulForged, is a very special guest for Genevieve & Ishik - an episode full of surprises to kick off Season 3!

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here

For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com

Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

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May 22, 2025 58 mins

In this Season 2 Finale Q&A, Genevieve and Ishik answer listener-submitted questions about annoying metas, dating as a couple and being too fucked up for polyamory.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever

Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamo...

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May 15, 2025 41 mins

Bringing high drama, Darkwah lays bare their monogamous failures, Ghanaian pride, and how the tits be titting.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever

Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Darkwah on LinkedIn - @hausofdarkwah

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May 8, 2025 52 mins

Libby Sinback, host of Making Polyamory Work, on watching partners fall for each other, her triad breaking into a V and what happened when her kid's teacher found out about it all.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever

Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @...

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May 1, 2025 54 mins

Up for trying anything once, Deepa Paul gets down and dirty on coming back from cheating and ditching Filipina Catholic shame.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever

Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Deepa on IG - @storiesbydeepa

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Author of The Anxious Person's Guide to Non-Monogamy, Lola Phoenix, discusses love under lockdown, living solo in Sweden and why she views sex like a car.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever

Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

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April 17, 2025 48 mins

Hannah and her quad are part of an even larger polycule buying land and building a family together in Argentina.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever

Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Hannah on IG - @eutimian

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April 10, 2025 46 mins

Genevieve and Ishik answer listener-submitted questions about age gaps, holidays in a triad and dating your best friend.

 

"I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever

Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory  

Chill Polyamory Too on YouTube - @chillpoly...

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