Faith Unmuted With Esther Graham

Have you ever smiled through church service while your heart was breaking? Kept your emotions bottled up until you could find a private moment to cry? That was my reality for years.

Behind the facade of a perfect life – loving children, supportive husband, active church involvement – I was drowning in unexpressed emotions with nowhere safe to release them. I'd cry alone in my car, compose myself to appear "togeth...

Have you ever felt like your life was spiraling out of control despite your best efforts to keep everything balanced? I certainly did – juggling roles as CEO, mother, wife, ministry leader, and student while spending 13-15 hours at work daily. My pursuit of balance led to a shocking wake-up call when stress paralyzed my body, forcing me to reconsider everything.

That traumatic experience revealed a profound truth: the very...

The phrase "one day" can represent either endless procrastination or a powerful declaration of faith. For many of us, it becomes the anthem we cling to when faced with seemingly impossible family situations. This is exactly what happened when my eldest son abruptly left home as a teenager, disappearing for nearly a year without contact.

I'll never forget when I spotted him while driving – he didn't look...

Have you ever prayed so hard for something that you refused to stop until you saw breakthrough? That's the essence of "drawing the circle"—a powerful practice I've embraced that's revolutionizing my prayer life and creating lasting change across generations.

Drawing from Mark Batterson's book "The Circle Maker," I share how persistent prayer has transformed my family since 2017, part...

Ever felt trapped by the need to "fake it till you make it"? You're not alone. This week on Faith Unmuted, I uncover the liberating power of authenticity through heartfelt stories and candid reflections. I share my personal journey of shedding societal and religious expectations, confronting the discomfort of insincere interactions, and finding true freedom in being myself. Discover how showing up as your true self c...

What if living authentically and unapologetically could transform not just your life, but the lives of those around you? Discover the essence of embracing your true self as we share personal stories and reflections on navigating life's many phases—from motherhood to self-discovery. I dive deep into the power of resilience, self-love, and the vital importance of making intentional decisions that prioritize your well-being. Toge...

What if you could reclaim your self-worth after experiencing profound trauma? In this powerful episode of Faith Unmuted, I share my deeply personal story of narrowly escaping an attempted rape and the shadow of unworthiness that followed me. Listen as I recount the immediate aftermath, the overwhelming need to cleanse myself of the feeling of being "dirty," and the terror of facing my attacker again at a youth convention....

Have you ever found yourself crying alone on the way to a place that’s supposed to bring you peace? This episode of Faith Unmuted takes you through my intensely personal journey of stepping back from ministry due to overwhelming exhaustion, unappreciation, and isolation. 

From the heart-wrenching moments of feeling unsupported by my husband to the crushing weight of unrealistic expectations from church members, I share the...

Have you ever faced the heart-wrenching challenge of dealing with a toxic family member who disapproves of your most important life decisions? In this emotionally charged episode, I share my personal experiences with a controlling relative whose disapproval of my marriage led to years of pain and tension. From childhood memories of her protection to the unpredictable and harmful behavior that affected my entire family, these moment...

Have you ever wondered how to stay positive in a world that seems dominated by negativity? I promise you'll gain invaluable insights on this episode of Faith Unmuted, where I begin to unpack the crucial tools for maintaining a positive outlook amidst adversity. From personal stories about navigating difficult business relationships to the transformative impact of prayer and meditation, I cover the essential elements of setting...

Why do we often use scriptures to justify our actions or hide from our true emotions? In this compelling episode of Faith Unmuted, I confront the troubling trend of manipulating biblical texts to fit personal narratives at the expense of genuine authenticity. Drawing from a heartfelt story about a man on the brink of divorce, I discuss the importance of addressing real emotions rather than masking them with scripture. Together, I e...

What does it truly mean to be "free to be me"? 

Join me in this episode of Faith Unmuted as we confront this profound question head-on. Through my own personal journey and the unique challenges of raising children in a multicultural society, we uncover the struggles and triumphs of embracing authenticity amidst societal pressures. 

You’ll hear honest reflections on the impact of living openly on relation...

What if living authentically as a Christian woman meant defying both societal and religious expectations? 

On this episode of Faith Unmuted, I take you on a deeply personal journey from my upbringing in a parsonage in Guyana to the ongoing struggle with the pressure to conform. Through heartfelt childhood memories—like needing to see the light to complete morning prayers and sneaking peeks during family prayer—I illustrate...