The Cup of Joe Show

He would never ask God for help. Alcohol was his god. Until he got on his knees and finally surrendered.

Rand R. Timmerman, Esq. grew up in a small town with more cows than people, carrying hunger, resentment, and questions about God long before he ever picked up a drink. At thirteen, Jim Beam gave him warmth and confidence. It also gave him an escape.

A decorated Marine who served in Vietnam and later became a successful attorney,...

He blacked out in fifth grade. Years later, the silence from his wife was louder than any argument. That is when he put the drink down.

Nic R. grew up in rural Ohio where drinking was just part of life. It was a town where everyone knew your name and your business. Boredom filled the gaps and alcohol filled the boredom. What started with an early blackout in childhood turned into years of reckless drinking, totaled cars, and what ...

For over 5 years, he could not stay sober more than three days. One phone call changed everything.

Mike L. grew up outside Chattanooga carrying fear, shame, and chaos from a violent alcoholic home. Drinking and drugs started early and by his twenties he was cycling through institutions, courtrooms, and jobs that ended as fast as they began. Alcohol became the solution until it became the problem.

After years of arrests, isolation,...

She drank for four decades. Success never slowed it down. A hospital bed and a desperate prayer finally did.

Karen B. spent forty years drinking while building an impressive life on the outside. From a college basketball scholarship to coaching elite programs, from becoming a top sales performer to owning her own company, Karen, the Window Lady, looked successful and unstoppable.

Behind closed doors, alcohol slowly took control. Wi...

He picked a date to die and instead found the power of surrender to a new way of life.

Derrick G shares a raw and unforgettable story of trauma, addiction, and transformation. Raised in a single-family home with deep Indigenous roots, Derrick grew up surrounded by fear, abuse, and loss. After his mother’s death at fourteen, alcohol became the way he finally felt able to breathe.

What followed was a life of escalating chaos includi...

Maybe I can hear one thing to help me not drink today.

Garrett W. grew up in a small cotton mill town in West Georgia with a stable family, loving parents, and every opportunity to succeed. Alcohol was normal in his world, but once he found it in college, it quickly became the solution to restlessness, discomfort, and belonging.

What followed was a slow progression through consequences, geographic moves, career success that masked...

What does real trust look like in recovery? Not just believing it might work, but climbing in and letting it carry you forward

In this powerful episode of The Cup of Joe Show, Jeff W. shares his journey from a childhood shaped by anxiety and alcohol to a life grounded in trust, service, and sobriety. What began as a spiritual experience with drinking slowly turned into daily use, legal consequences, and a dangerous mix of substance...

He thought he was different. Turns out he was just sick and once he stopped drinking his life finally started.

David T. has been sober since July 2, 2018, but his road to recovery took him through isolation, secrecy, military discipline, and ultimately incarceration. A shy kid who felt like an outsider after moving to Oak Ridge, Tennessee, David discovered alcohol early and immediately remembered how it made him feel inside. By ad...

God didn’t wake up this morning and think He was me… so maybe I don’t need to wake up thinking I’m God.

Scott S. has been sober since April 16, 2012, but his journey to recovery was anything but straightforward. Growing up with low self-esteem, ADHD, and a household where drinking felt normal, Scott learned early that alcohol gave him something he didn’t have on his own. By his teens, blackouts and excess were already part of the p...

This is a powerful conversation about emotional sobriety, the healing power of service, and what happens when we finally become willing to learn who we are.

Dave S. has been sober since January 1, 1987, but his recovery journey didn’t begin with confidence or clarity. It began with loneliness, despair, and a deep belief that alcohol was the solution.

Growing up in Connecticut as the son of an alcoholic, Dave learned early how to st...

It’s ok to care for people as long as you continue to care for yourself.

Christina H. grew up loving the wide-open outdoors of Wyoming, always playing the role of the helper, the fixer, the one who held everything together. That instinct followed her into adulthood and eventually into a marriage affected by alcoholism, where love slowly turned into chaos, confusion, and an exhausting illusion of control.

In this deeply honest episo...

Recovery isn’t for people who want it, or even need it, but for people who DO it.

After growing up in the chaos of Chicago—surrounded by addiction, abuse, and heartbreak—Steven C. learned to “cradle the quiet moments.” His father’s suicide when he was just ten years old left a wound that alcohol seemed to fill… at least for a while. By the time he joined the Navy at 17, self-destruction had become second nature.

For years, Steven ...

You don’t know how sick you are until you start getting better.

Robin G., sober since June 17th, 2004, shares her powerful testament to survival, healing, and grace.

Robin grew up surrounded by instability, mental illness, and alcoholism. She spent her early years hiding secrets, full of fear, and living in fantasy. The moment she first drank, she felt like she could finally breathe. What followed was a long descent into addiction...

I took a drink, the drink took a drink, then the drink took the man.

When Scott T. looks in the mirror, he sees a man transformed, but the reflection wasn’t always so clear. Growing up south of Boston in the 1960s, he was raised in the chaos of alcoholism and violence. By thirteen, he was already in handcuffs, defiant and angry at the world. The pain of his childhood turned into a spring of rage and fear that alcohol temporarily e...

God wasn’t my last resort. He became my first option.

In this raw and redemptive episode of The Cup of Joe Show, Joey E. shares the remarkable story of how he went from chaos and addiction to peace and purpose. Growing up in Forrest City, Arkansas, with parents in active addiction, Joey and his identical twin brother learned early how to survive in instability. With no structure and a deep sense of inferiority, Joey sought escape t...

He used to see God as a bush-league pinch hitter… now he sees Him as a force to be served.

Klaus V. has lived many lives — from UCLA scholar to the “King of Geographics,” chasing peace across the country only to find it within himself. Growing up between the Gulf Coast of Texas and Middle Tennessee, Klaus’s early life was filled with chaos, rejection, and isolation. When his mother left him at a children’s home at 15, his first dri...

He tried to drink himself to death. Instead, he found a reason to live.

For years, Troy D. lived by one rule: go all in or go home. Whether it was money, success, or alcohol, moderation didn’t exist. He made his first million by 27—and lost it the same year. His life swung between abundance and rock bottom, driven by a need for control and approval that started long before the first drink.

Growing up in a small Illinois town, Troy ...

You don’t have to go up to see God. God is always here.

“You tell me to eat lima beans; I’m going to eat lima beans.” That line from Jerry Maguire became Oliver C.’s mantra for recovery and a simple truth about willingness, surrender, and faith.

Born to Taiwanese immigrants and raised in South Jersey, Oliver grew up speaking Mandarin at home and struggling to fit in. His father drank heavily and owned restaurants, and alcohol was ...

Gratitude doesn’t just change your attitude; it can change your entire life.

Today’s Thanksgiving episode is a special one. We’re slowing down, taking a breath, and leaning into a theme that runs right through the heart of recovery: gratitude. Not the once-a-year, surface-level kind, but the gritty, honest, hard-won gratitude that shows up in the chaos, the rebuilding, the small victories, and the quiet moments when we realize just...