Fumbling Towards Awakening

Fumbling Towards Awakening

An exploration of spirituality, self-discovery, and living authentically. Join me as I share my journey through Tantra, Ayurveda, Yoga, meditation, and life’s beautiful messiness, uncovering what it means to be fully and unapologetically myself. Each episode is an invitation to reflect, grow, and embrace your own unique path. Whether you’re seeking inspiration, empowerment, or practical wisdom, this podcast will guide you toward a deeper connection with your most authentic self. Perfect for seekers, dreamers, and anyone ready to live their truth and come home to themselves.

Episodes

July 4, 2025 23 mins

Ever had one of those weeks where life cracks you wide open… and everything connects?

That’s where I am right now. And I’m bringing you with me.

In this episode, I share:

  • A somatic exorcism that cut a decades-old ancestral cord
  • A vulnerable moment on what I thought was a date
  • A heart-dearmoring session that brought me face-to-face with my in...
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In this episode, I pull back the curtain on what it really means to build a soul-led business - the beauty, the terror, the full-body spiritual initiation of it all.

 

I talk about waking up with panic, hiring support that stretches me, and confronting the deep ancestral fears that rise when we start to truly step into our dharma. I share how sales used to feel manipulative — and how I’ve c...

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What if healing didn’t always feel like a breakthrough - but more like a heartbreak? And that's OK?

In this episode, I share what’s been unfolding behind the scenes as I hold space inside Sacred Rage - and how launching this container cracked me open in ways I didn’t expect. I speak honestly about the post-launch crash, the old survival programming that still lives in my nervous system, and the tender pr...

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What if your breakdown was the beginning of your becoming?

In this episode, I share how the fierce feminine archetypes of Kali and Durga helped me make sense of some of the most disorienting—and liberating—moments of my life. From breaking my back in my twenties to losing identities, relationships, and homes… to visions of my grandmother and ancestral rage rising through my body… these goddesses showed m...

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Trigger Warning:

This episode includes references to family trauma, abuse, and a homicide-suicide. Please take care of your nervous system and listen in a way that feels safe for you.

Episode Description:

There’s a reason so many women fear their own fire.

It’s not just personal—it’s ancestral.

In this intimate episode, I share the story of my grand...

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April 14, 2025 16 mins

Why do so many of us fear being “too much”?

In this episode, I explore the deep, often hidden fear of taking up space—emotionally, sensually, and energetically. I share a vulnerable moment from a recent Tantra retreat, unpack the historical roots of this fear through the lens of the witch trials, and speak to how epigenetics reveals just how alive these patterns still are in our bodies today.

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In this episode, we explore the true power of anger — not as something to suppress or fix, but as a sacred force for clarity, right action, and deeper connection to ourselves. I’ll share reflections on my personal journey with rage, and how learning to honor it has brought more strength, trust, and freedom into my life.

 

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This episode is the final piece in our series on the Four Elements of Transformation and Healing—we’ve explored Somatics, Neuroscience & Mindset, Spirituality & Tantra, and now we land on Integration.

Breakthroughs are exhilarating—those aha moments that shift everything in an instant. But real, lasting transformation? That comes through integration. In this episode of Fumbling Towards Awakening,...

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Continuing our exploration of the 4 Elements of Transformation and Healing, let's dive into different angles of spirituality, including its intersection with science. I share a little bit of my journey, as well as the difference between Classical and Neo-Tantra, and how they can all support you in lasting transformation. Check out my blog at jennnoble.com for more on this topic, or find me on Insta at jenn.m.noble. 

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What story are you telling yourself? In this episode, I explore mindset as one of the Four Elements of Transformation and Healing—alongside somatics, spirituality and Tantra and integration. I dive into how our thoughts shape reality, how neuroscience supports mindset shifts and why reframing limiting beliefs is key to growth. Plus, I share a powerful exercise to help you shift your inner narrative. Ready to transform...

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February 3, 2025 30 mins

This episode is part of a series on the Four Elements of Transformation and Healing—a framework I’ve developed through my own journey and work with clients. Today, we dive into somatics, exploring how the body holds emotions and why true healing isn’t just about the mind.

 

Learn how embodiment can create lasting change. Dive deeper and connect with me at jennnoble.com.

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January 16, 2025 18 mins

In this episode, I share a raw plant medicine journey that revealed the profound power of unconditional love and acceptance. Through deep shadow work, I explored the balance between embracing what is and saying “no more” to patterns that no longer serve. Reflecting on nature’s cycles and life’s messiness, this is an invitation to find grace and transformation through self-love and surrender.

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January 8, 2025 10 mins

Welcome to my debut podcast episode, where I share my journey to finally launching this project. From perfectionism and self-doubt to navigating podcast logistics in Bali, I reveal how losing my voice taught me the power of using it. This episode is about embracing imperfection, overcoming fear, and starting messy. I explore how storytelling sets us free and connects us authentically. Join me as I share my story and i...

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