Yes I Am Selfish

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This episode explores the death of the old self — the version of you shaped by childhood wounds, familiar pain, and survival mode. We break down what it really means to grieve who you used to be, why everything feels chaotic right before alignment, and how the subconscious, the quantum crumble, and your old patterns all play a role in your evolution. This is about releasing what no longer resonates so you can step ...

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In this episode, Khadijah speaks straight from spirit — guided by intuition, not structure. This is a message she sat with for a week, until the divine timing finally said “now.”

She explores what it truly means to be an alchemist — not the one who turns metals into gold, but the one who turns pain into power. Through raw honesty and reflection, Khadijah shares how life’s pressure can either break you or refine...

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✨ The moment you step into your imagination and know the law is already working in your favor, the matrix will try to pull you back—through doubt, fear, comparison, and conformity. After recording this episode, the matrix tried to get me to conform. I allowed myself to feel those emotions, process them, and then release them—so they never became my identity, so I didn’t internalize or intellectualize them. That’s t...

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In this raw and transformative final episode, I explore the paradox of selfishness as a sacred act of healing. We’ve been conditioned to put others first, to pour from an empty cup, and to sacrifice our own needs in the name of love, family, or duty. But what if the most selfless thing you can do is choose you?

This episode is a closing chapter and an initiation. I dive into what it really means to reclaim your time...

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This episode is real, raw, and honest. I’m talking about what it feels like to reparent yourself. especially when you didn’t grow up with the love, guidance, or support you should’ve had. A lot of us, especially millennials, are waking up to the truth: we can’t keep carrying childhood wounds into our adult lives and calling it normal.

We’re breaking generational cycles, but doing it alone isn’t easy. It’s painful, i...

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We think we’re in control—but most of us are just reacting. In this episode, I break down why presence is the key to reclaiming your power, how to tell the difference between intuition and anxiety, and why your mind isn’t meant to lead—it’s meant to follow. If you’ve been overthinking, doubting, or disconnected, this is your wake-up call to come back to now.

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This episode is your reminder that boundaries aren’t walls — they’re power moves. Setting standards is how you honor your worth, protect your energy, and demand the respect you deserve. Tune in to learn how to stand firm, move unapologetically, and create a life where access to you is earned, not given.

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This episode is a mirror🪞. One that reflects betrayal, boundary setting, grief, and the brutal beauty of choosing yourself. I open up about what it really means to outgrow people you once called your sister, the red flags we ignore, and the power that comes from walking away—even when it hurts. This isn’t just my story. It’s a conversation about the Saturn Return, emotional intelligence, self-worth, and the spirit...

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Some patterns aren’t just habits—they’re karmic loops keeping you from alignment. In this episode, we dive into the root of repeating cycles, how to recognize them, and how to break free through energy shifts, awareness, and intentional action. If you’re ready to stop looping and rise into your power, this one’s for you. ✨

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In this unapologetic episode, we’re diving deep into the transformative power of not giving a fck*—not from a place of bitterness, but from self-respect, emotional clarity, and radical self-honesty. I’m talking about what it really means to stop putting other people’s opinions on a pedestal, how anger can be a sacred teacher, and why internal peace is the real glow-up. From personal moments of breaking points to br...

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The Law of Exposure: What You Feed Your Mind Shapes Your Life! 🎧✨

What you see, hear, and surround yourself with is shaping your reality—whether you realize it or not. 🤯 The Law of Exposure shows how your environment influences your mindset and success. By being intentional with what you consume, you can rewire your thinking, break old patterns, and create a new reality. In this episode, we’re diving into how to t...

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In this episode, we dive deep into the power of giving yourself permission. To heal, to set boundaries, to express your truth, and to fully embrace who you are. Too often, we suppress our emotions, silence our voices, or shrink ourselves to fit into spaces that don’t honor us. But what if you stopped waiting for external validation and simply allowed yourself to be?

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In this episode, we dive deep into The Law of Sacrifice, a universal principle that teaches us that in order to gain something greater, we must be willing to let go of what no longer serves us. Whether it’s old habits, limiting beliefs, or relationships that keep us stagnant, true transformation requires a conscious exchange. The question is……. what are you willing to give up to step into your power?

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“Everybody Is You Pushed Out ” isn’t just a concept, it’s real life. The people around you? They’re reflecting your inner world, whether you like it or not. In this episode, we’re getting into how your assumptions and your subconscious beliefs are shaping your reality and what to do if you don’t like what’s showing up. Let’s talk about it. 

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How often do you listen to your inner child and their needs/wants? Or do you simply neglect them and put them last because you are an adult now.

That’s the first step to your problem as seeing your inner child as someone who is in your past but they are still with you every single time you wake up and go to sleep at night. Your self sabotaging behaviors starts there.

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