Can’t Shut the Femme Up

Join in on the ladies stoney montage of thoughts as they end the summer season of CSTFU. They regroup on how it’s felt to speak the whole month of September on suicide and are blown away by the immense amount of feedback, stories and support sent in! Thank you Femmes!

Thoughts on gummies unravel about why social media sucks now, wedding planning, politics, Etsy witches, furry kinks, as well as their personal growth with the podcast...

Femmes, we are continuing our last episode with Christa Kelso, with part 2 of the powerful conversation of overcoming suicide. We hear the 51/50 stories of Christa and Faith. What is it like in a mental hospital? What are the highs and lows of admitting yourself into a mental health facility? We talk about medication, lifelines, doctors, social groups and brain chemistry.

This is the final story of redemption for the CSTFU suicide ...

The ladies are introducing a very special guest, Christa Kelso, to share her powerful redemption story with suicide. They are bringing God to the pod, for a powerful testimony of overcoming the darkness. 

Christa starts back at the beginning where mental health was passed down through generations, overcoming death, devoting her life to Jesus and the moment her first depression hit. She teaches us about empathy, spiritual warfare, w...

This is Faith’s story of losing her dad, Walter, to suicide in March 2023. It’s finally time to shed light on the darkest time of her entire life and she is ready to share it with the femmes. Rachel walks Faith through the relationship she had with her dad, how much he meant to her as a daughter, the incredible bond that was built between father and daughter and their similarities. They unfold when she started to become aware she w...

September is Suicide Awareness Month, which means it’s time for us to talk about it. ♡

This is the first episode of the September CSTFU suicide awareness segment. 

Let’s get started with finding out where Faith and Rachel’s passion for suicide awareness advocacy stemmed from?

The ladies choose to share their personal experience with suicidal ideation, self harm, attempts, mental disorders and loss.

Faith tells the Femmes about her ...

Following last weeks episode “embracing rage” we have a SPINOFF episode “why I left the church” with a very special guest, Zac Rodarmel. In previous episodes, Rachel has shared part of her story with church hurt, but now we have her older brother here sharing his perspective on an immense church fallout 6 years ago. Faith is interviewing her fiancé about Zac’s life of following his calling to serve God in leading the church, then t...

You’ll start the episode by audio transporting to Nashville,Tennessee to hear the ASMR sounds of the countryside summer. After entering the room, the ladies share the full story of how it was decided to pick up their whole lives and moved across the United States on a whim. How manifesting is real sh*t and spontaneously leaving your hometown and moving to a new place really works out in the long run. Faith and Rachel explain the se...

Tune in this week for a hilarious episode of CSTFU where the ladies answer your personal, deep, wild questions sent in from the Femmes!  Faith and Rachel get into conversation about purity culture, one night stands, sugar daddies, growing up young, alcoholism, porn, ghosts, mystery meat and Nashville. Along with story time about memories that have permanently shaped them in childhood. From questions like “can you prank call your as...

On this more serious episode of CSTFU, Rachel and Faith sit down and figure out what exactly started their body dysmorphia. They share their very personal eating disorder journeys; how they developed, why it was so common, the raw experiences of the illness. Why comparison is so dangerous while you are developing into your own unique body, especially growing up in Southern California, where a huge epidemic of body dysmorphia is cre...

At the height of their luteal phase, the girls share their hearts as to why they are starting this show. Each one gives the listeners a brief view into their lives and who they are. They go back to middle school and talk about how common SA is at school after puberty. Discussions of the patriarchy in the church and how different women are treated in religion. They open up conversation about mental health and how important it is to ...