The Spiritually F*cked Podcast

The Spiritually F*cked Podcast

Romanticizing the human experience — one episode at a time. Hosted by Taylor Mulholland, bridging the sarcasm and the sacred, this show dives deep into what it means to be fully, unapologetically human. No toxic positivity. No fake healing journeys. No “fixing you.” Just honest stories, laughter, and a deep return to the heart. That’s spiritual. For the feather seekers, conscious souls and chaotic hearts who know that being human is not a problem to fix, but a love letter to live by. We’re real here. And that’s the gift. You were never lost!!! You just haven’t found this podcast yet. So, welcome home human. ~ A host note: If I could give one gift to humanity, it would be to bring us back into our hearts. This is my intention for this podcast. Whether it’s through laughter, resonance, or a story that just hits. To feel is a gift, it’s the one thing us humans all have in common. And to feel something that you may relate to, brings us a little bit closer to harmony. For this whole world can sing. That is why I’m here. xx, Taylor Mulholland Connects! instagram: @thespirituallyfckedpodcast @taylormvlholland youtube: @TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast tiktok: @maylorgangordie website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

Episodes

December 19, 2025 33 mins

In this intimate 1:1 session, Taylor sits down with her dear friend and space holder, Shay Rays. What begins as a heartfelt conversation unfolds into a profound exploration of the subconscious—revealing hidden layers, emotional truths and a powerful breakthrough moment. 

Together, they explore embodiment, awareness and the courage it takes to meet yourself fully.

If you’re on a journey of self-discovery or ready to uncover deeper p...

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When source aligns with stars… 

In this episode, I sit down with Kaisha Slaughter - intuitive mother, mentor and founder of MILF ERA. Kaisha bridges self-image, neuroscience and source truth to empower women to live and lead from their life and family’s from intuition. She’s built her entire business by trusting her inner guidance, so I thought - how powerful would it be to explore her astrology chart and see how it aligns with tha...

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In this episode, Taylor shares Fragments of Remembrance - An Essay on Return, a spoken reflection on what it truly means to come home to yourself.

When Memory Becomes Meaning - she explores how healing isn’t about becoming someone new, but recognizing what’s always been here. The quiet unfolding that happens when the noise fades and truth becomes audible again.

In her post-essay reflection, Taylor speaks on the return to childlike ...

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The Rejection Illusion - Healing the Fear of Not Being Chosen

DAD?

In this episode, we explore one of the deepest human fears - rejection. From unanswered texts to childhood wounds, we examine why being “left out” can feel like danger to the nervous system and how that fear quietly shapes the way we love, create and show up in the world.

We discuss the biological, psychological and spiritual roots of rejection, the energetic cost o...

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October 13, 2025 49 mins

for the lineage breakers, the womb-bearers and the ones remembering their power.

In this special episode, we explore the witch wound - the ancestral fear that has been passed down for centuries. We talk about intuition, ego vs. higher self, triggers and even the fluoride anti-christ (yes, really).

We trace how the persecution of wise, intuitive women lives on in our DNA through self-doubt, people-pleasing and the fear of being seen...

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In this episode, Taylor shares what she's calling in for this next chapter - and what it truly means to embody it. From bringing more structure into creative flow, to deepening relationships (yes, even calling in love), to nourishing vitality and leading with an open heart… this conversation feels like a collective diary entry for her becoming.

We talk about: - Following through on our word and building trust with ourselves - The r...

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October 3, 2025 31 mins

Finally! Some shifts!

This week we’re sharing a story that reminded us of something powerful: the work has been working.

After months of challenges, identity crises, self-worth struggles and wondering if anything was ever going to shift - Taylor was gifted the most magical, soul-affirming weekend at a women’s retreat in Sedona. In this episode, we walk you through how saying “yes” to that experience cracked Taylor open, reflected b...

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Well it's always been... But right now your frequency matters more than ever.

We are diving DEEP into one of our favorite topics over here: your frequency. What it is, why it matters and how to keep it sparkly clean in today’s overstimulating, fear mongering world.

If you're an artist, creator, "sensitive sally" or literally anyone who consumes the outside world - this episode is a MUST.

  • What “frequency” actually means and ho...

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September 9, 2025 9 mins

A Podcast: When You Need to Let Go…

For the moments when your grip is too tight, your heart feels heavy, or the past won’t quit. Sometimes the only thing standing between you and freedom is a single, quiet move.

For when holding on feels heavier than the unknown waiting ahead, this is permission to breathe, to shift and to let by.

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Welcome to Spiritually F*cked Story time! Where we talk about truth, laugh at ourselves and learn from all the things.

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This week I’m catching you up on life, but more than that - I share the reflections that came with broken closets, Instagram cloning, and even a duplicated podcast!! Like WTF ? 

All those “glitches” held an intimate lesson: energy is everything and when you shift it on an energetic level, your environment shifts ...

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Heeyyyy laddiieeeeess!!!

Yeah! I’m diving deep into feminine energy and a concept I call radical beauty: when you take full responsibility for how you look - you stop outsourcing your worth and start embodying your soul.

BOOM.

I’m sharing what I’ve learned from the dirty trenches (of my womb), tips from Kim Anami’s work, and of course my personal journey of shifting out of wounds and back into embodiment. 

This is for every woman (...

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Emphasis on the light hearted ! 

No matter what is happening in the world, I’m here to remind you about radical responsibility. That CHOICE is the ultimate transmuter when it comes to shifting the frequency of your life and breaking loops of self-destruction.

No victims here!!! 

I also spill the tools I’m using to shift back into a love-based frequency.

We also hit topics on: 

  • Learning from your pain, instead of numbing it
  • F t...
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Poetryyyyy pooeeetrryyy…. Who likes poetry???

 

Ever wonder the serendipitous story behind sadflowerswritten? Or curious about publishing your own book? Well, here you go! 

 

I spill all the tea on

 

  • MY VULNERABLE LIFE
  • The story behind sadflowerswritten
  • Intention behind my book baby - VOLUME BLOOM
  • WHY poetry
  • How you can self-publish your own book
  • Tips, tricks and lessons to ~ inspiring artist ~

 

I’m going to leave you w...

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Welcome to Spiritually F*cked Story time! Where we talk about truth, laugh at ourselves and learn from all the things.

Today’s episode - 

The invisible script running your life….

Self worth baby! Do you have it? I’ll tell you about mine… *yikes*

In this episode we discuss:

  • What led me to the discovery of my “huge self worth issue”
  • The reflections it was bringing into my life
  • The dirty lessons I was gaining from them
  • The shifts...
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55 pages…

 

Find out why I got ‘un-casted’ and the beautiful lesson behind this whole experience

 

*This is really just a roast of Taylor Mulholland*

 

ENJOY!

 

xx,

Taylor Mulholland 

 

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Connects!

instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thespirituallyfckedpodcast/

https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast

tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie

website: https://...

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You were never lost… The breaking, is just the point. 

 

In this episode, we uncover the beauty in storm and how chaos is the precursor to coherence - or your next up level. 

 

Let the sacred unraveling begin!

 

We discuss:

My raw unfiltered spiral 

The medicine in expression (and what can happen if we DON’T)

The energy of tuning forks & what they teach us

Silence is the prescription

Nature, fasting, grounding - tools that may ...

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Welcome to the first episode of The Spiritually F*cked Podcast!!! With your host, me - Taylor Mulholland. Yay!

 

This episode is a love letter to the listeners. Where I talk about the shows intentions, my story (or spiral) that led me here, the mission behind “Spiritually F*cked” and what I hope it can offer to those who find it.

 

A space where being human isn’t something to heal out of, fix, or bypass - but something to romantici...

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