The Spiritually F*cked Podcast!

On trauma, neuroprogramming & harmonizing the matrix.

"Yes... I'm a philosopher now." - Taylor

In this epi, we explore what we coined The Universal Law of Threads - a philosophical framework that views trauma as energetic, emotional, and neurological threads woven throughout the tapestry of our lives.

Drawing from the Reticular Activating System (RAS), neuroprogramming, nervous system patterns, and spiritual philosophy, we unpa...

WE'RE NOT HERE TO CALL ANYONE OUT !

We're here to call ourselves back in.

An honest conversation about what happens when we unknowingly hand our power away... and how to find our way back to ourselves.

This is an exploration of the spaces between guidance and dependency, wisdom and authority, community and conformity. And what it mea...

Welcome to Cancer Season babieessss 

In this epi we’re diving into the cosmic waters of the Sun, Mercury, and Jupiter all moving through Cancer - a season of feeling, remembering, creating, and coming home to ourselves while asking the question: “Do the stories I’m telling myself still feel like home?”

The Sun illuminates. Mercury communicates. Jupiter expands.

We explore intuition, the mother wound, an...

We're back. 🤍

After months away from the podcast, this epi is a life update - a reflection on moving into a new home, turning 30, publishing my book, traveling, and the loud ass transformations that happen when you begin creating a life that actually feels like yours. *chefs kiss*

We chit chat about following those intuitive pulls, trusting the timing of yo...

Taylor shares what happened after taking 2 months to completely disconnect from the world, after her trip to india fell through. 

No social media, no friends, no work… Just herself and her tonights (YIKES).

What she found was a radical return to herself. And she’s here to share it all:

• How connections can act as distractions
• What happens when you put your life/trust in others hands
• The true gift of silence
• Ab...

In this epi, Taylor reflects on the closing of a chapter that held so much of her becoming.

It’s been 4 years in the home that marked the beginning of her life in Boulder… to now preparing to leave it. (The house, not boulder - lol) What once felt like a beginning is now asking to be honored as an ending.

We talk about the bittersweet nature of change and the beauty of this cyclical life. How some things are meant to b...

Another heart led yap with Taylor’s Boulder bestie Lilly from Home to Self Podcast!!

This epi feels like sitting on the floor with your best friend, realizing… you’re not crazy, you’re just human.

Lilly is a subconscious healing coach and founder of Home to Self. Taylor sits down and interviews her to talk about what it actually means to come back to yourself.

We go deep into the patterns that quietly run o...

Welcome to the new series! Star weather report - Where we break down what’s happening in the sky and what that means in your life! YAY! 

Aries season brings a powerful PUNCH into our passions. We chit chat all about the new identity our hearts are calling us to step into and what this energy means in your life.

Kicking off April is the full moon in libra, with the invitation to return to the relationship with your inner ...

In this epi, Taylor sits down with her Boulder bestie Lilly from Home to Self Podcast to explore how astrology can help us understand our patterns, reconnect with our intuition, and step into a new identity rooted in self-trust.

We move into deeper conversations around self-abandonment, subconscious conditioning, reparenting the inner child and what it actually looks like to trust yourself in everyday decisions. This episode is a r...

“So I actually didn’t go to India…” 

After a two month hiatus, Taylor shares where she’s been, the intentions behind it and why she never actually made it to India. (she really did try though!!)

Let this episode be a silent return to yourself… (cough cough #silence), and an opportunity to land back into presence. 

We talk about the power behind intention, the truth about bridging trus...

Here is a snippet from Taylor's - unleash your inner muse - workshop where we explore "we're all just a mirror medicine" — the idea that what we encounter in others is reflecting something within ourselves, inviting deeper awareness rather than judgment.

We also unpack why “letting go” is so often misunderstood, and how it can become a form of spiritual bypassing when it’s used to avoid feeling, processing, ...

A good day for astrology hey?

What If the Most Spiritual Thing You Could Do… Is Stop Trying to Look Spiritual at All?

In this epi, I sit down with Ben Duffy for a raw, expansive, and surprisingly obviously hilarious conversation about authenticity, ego, emptiness, pain, devotion — and what it actually means to come home to yourself.

What starts as a trippy synchronicity (same birthday, same year, eerily similar charts,...

Roast anyone???

This episode is a live chart read (or live roast) of Taylor’s astrology chart. What starts as a honest self-examination (drag lol) turns into real-time interpretation, intuitive hits, and pattern recognition that feels a little too accurate. It moves between humor and depth, offering a candid look at how an astrology chart actually reads when you stop being polite about it.

If you’ve ever felt personally...

"Sorry can't get to the phone right now I'm at Joe Dispenza..."

In this epi Taylor shares how she found her way into daddy Joe Dispenza’s work and how it became one of the catalysts that changed her life. She spills the low down on attending three of his retreats, what actually happens in the rooms people love to speculate about, and how his teachings around coherence, meditation, and commitment reshaped her entire relationsh...

"Our body speaks the needs the soul is too shy to ask" - Taylor Mulholland

Early menopause anyone???

In this episode, Taylor shares the full story behind her experience with premature ovarian failure — from the early signs of cycle irregularity, the detrimental side effects of birth control, and the frustration of searching for answers within Western medicine, to the injury that sent her into a profound dark night of the soul...

MILF of the hour! Man, I Love Frogs…

In this episode, Taylor shares her Kambo experience — how she was first guided to the medicine, what brought it to her psyche, and how her relationship with it evolved over time.

What began as a search for physical healing (specifically around acne) quickly revealed itself to be something much deeper. We talk about how this experience felt divinely guided, what the medicine began to...

Originally: The spiritual truths I’m afraid to say out loud…

“This episode was recorded, deleted and eventually revisited — not because the truth changed, but because I did.” - Taylor

In this conversation, Taylor shares why she originally took this episode down, what felt misaligned at the time and full circles to what feels more resonate now. Rather than calling anything out, Taylor’s offering ...

A love note for returning to self... 

This episode is a personal life update and reflection on the final stretch of 2025.

Taylor shares where she's currently at, the lessons 2025 brought forward and the ones that didn’t just land intellectually, but were fully lived and integrated.

She reflects on the themes like alchemy, returning to nature / our life's natural rhythm and calling out the BS in the distractions and noise...

In this intimate 1:1 session, Taylor sits down with her dear friend and space holder, Shay Rays. What begins as a heartfelt conversation unfolds into a profound exploration of the subconscious—revealing hidden layers, emotional truths and a powerful breakthrough moment. 

Together, they explore embodiment, awareness and the courage it takes to meet yourself fully.

If you’re on a journey of self-discovery or ready to...