Succeeding on the outside. Unraveling on the inside. You've built something impressive—but you're white-knuckling your way through success, wondering why clarity feels impossible and your next level stays just out of reach. I'm Anik Malenfant. I spent 15 years on Wall Street before discovering: your subconscious patterns are writing your business plan. Every Monday, I decode what's really keeping you stuck. Solo deep-dives on the patterns you can't see. Raw conversations with leaders scaling without sacrifice. Insights that shift everything. If you're done choosing between your soul and your success— Welcome home.
You're stuck.
Maybe you know exactly what you need to do—and you're not doing it. Or maybe you ARE doing everything. And it's still not working.
Different flavor. Same feeling.
In this episode, I'm breaking down the two completely different patterns that create the exact same "stuck" feeling—and why they require opposite medicine. Because taking the wrong action (or inaction) can keep you trapped for mont...
A few years ago, I found a journal from 2017. The goals I'd written? I was still writing them. Different year. Same list.
That moment changed everything — because I finally realized this isn't a discipline problem. It's a foundation problem.
In this episode, I'm breaking down the three questions you need to ask BEFORE "what's my plan?" — and why skipping them is the reason your goals keep dying.
In t...
For six years, Mattanja Lennings tried to fit into a box that was never hers.
She shaved off parts of herself. Followed every rule. Did everything "right" — Bachelor's degree, Master's degree, classical opera training.
And she lost her joy. Her spark. Her reason for singing in the first place.
Until her spirit whispered: "Go paint."
She went to the dollar store. Bought some supplies. And started creating a...
The Pattern to Leave Behind in 2026
I snapped at my husband over something small. And what came out of my mouth showed me a pattern I'd been running for years.
"I know we joke that you guys can all just access my brain — the family cloud — but I'm exhausted. I'm out of bandwidth."
He didn't see me juggling four calendars. The meal plans. The bedtime routines. The constant "Mom, where's my...&quo...
For 12 years, Laura Johnson's business lost money. Every spreadsheet, every logical analysis said the same thing: quit. But her gut said something different. So she made a radical choice—she left her corporate job, put her health and happiness FIRST, and watched everything change. 210% growth later, she's proof that your intuition knows something your spreadsheet doesn't.
In this episode, you'll discover:
I was sitting at the dinner table with my family—food gone cold on my plate—because I'd spent the entire meal answering "urgent" messages. I told myself I was making an impact. And I was... in everyone else's life. But in my own? I was living in a deficit.
In this episode, I share the pattern I finally had to name: I was both the arson AND the firefighter in my own life. The fires weren't the problem. The pa...
There's something running your entire life that you can't see. It's setting your prices, choosing your clients, and deciding how hard you push. In this episode, I'm helping you find the blindspot that's been holding you back—so you can finally break through the invisible ceiling.
In This Episode:
Can you trust your intuition in a courtroom?
Most people think intuition belongs in yoga studios, not in high-stakes legal environments where lives hang in the balance. But JoDee Neil—a former prosecutor who handled crimes against children for 15 years—will tell you straight up: intuition wasn't optional. It was essential.
In this powerful conversation, JoDee shares:
→ How she used prayer and journaling to prepare for jury trials...
Here's what nobody wants to hear: All those productivity tools you're investing millions in? They're not going to save you. Not because the technology is bad—but because you're using it to optimize a broken system.
Right now, 56% of leaders are burned out and nearly half of organizations lost half their leadership teams last year. Companies are spending billions trying to automate their way to productivity, but t...
Are you building a business that fuels you—or are you fueling your business with YOU?
If you're fully booked, revenue is consistent, but you dread Monday mornings... this episode is for you. We're diving into Pillar 3 of the Soul-Led Business Framework: Energetic Alignment.
In this episode, you'll discover:
There's something most people don't know about the best financial advisors, the sharpest accountants, and the portfolio managers who consistently beat the market:
They don't just trust the numbers. They trust their gut.
Chrissy Hollis is a Chartered Accountant and CPA. When she became the sole income earner for her family while carrying debt, most people would have panicked and hustled harder. Instead, every time scar...
Most leaders don't have an intuition problem. They have a discernment problem.
You've been getting signals. You've been sensing when something's off. You KNOW when a decision doesn't sit right.
But you can't tell the difference between your survival brain screaming "Stay safe!" and your inner wisdom whispering "This is the way."
So you ignore it. Override it. Ask everyone else's o...
What if the business strategy you're following is perfectly designed... for someone else's values?
You're successful on paper. You're hitting the metrics. Checking the boxes. But inside? You feel empty. Not because you're doing it wrong—but because you're building on the wrong foundation.
In this episode, we go forensic on Pillar #1: Values—the foundation of every Conscious Business Model.
You'll dis...
Feeling successful but unfulfilled? Discover the four essential pillars of a Soul-Led Business that lets you scale without sacrifice and prosper without compromise.
In this foundational episode of Your Soul-Led Business, Anik Malenfant reveals why so many successful professionals feel disconnected despite external achievements. Learn the four non-negotiable pillars that create a business model where your deepest values become your s...
For 15 years, I believed I had to choose: money OR meaning. Then I discovered emotional debt—and everything changed. This is how you break free.
You've been sold a lie: choose prosperity OR purpose. Money OR meaning. Success OR soul.
But what if that either/or thinking is exactly what's keeping you stuck?
In this premiere episode, I'm sharing something vulnerable: my journey from corporate burnout to building a soul-led...
Here's something nobody talks about:
You can have all the strategy. All the right tactics. All the perfect plans.
And still wake up every morning white-knuckling your way through success.
I know. Because I did that for 15 years on Wall Street.
I thought burnout was the price of ambition. Until my body said: "No more."
That's when I discovered: Your subconscious patter...
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