Untamed Lives

We all have secrets. We all have those chapters we’d rather keep closed. But Addison? She’s opening the book wide. This season on Untamed Lives, we’re tracing the threads of a life woven with equal parts pain and pure, unadulterated pleasure. You’ll hear about the relationships that broke her, the growth that saved her, and the moments of light that flickered in the dark. It’s messy, it’s beautif...

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Welcome to Episode 1 of Untamed Lives, where Chris sits down with Addison — not her real name — a woman whose life reads like a study in contra...

This podcast features deep-dive, unfiltered conversations that often include adult themes and strong opinions. Listener discretion is strongly advised. If you want the full uncensored experience, including ad-free episodes, you can support the show and find us over on Supercast. Welcome back to Untamed Lives.

Before we jump into Episode 2 — The Early Years — we take a breath and look back: a girl who learned intimacy to...

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Episode 3 — "Betrayal" pulls you into a world where the ordinary rhythms of life—barn chores at dawn, late nights studying, and the accidental...

This podcast features deep-dive, unfiltered conversations that often include adult themes and strong opinions. Listener discretion is strongly advised. If you want the full uncensored experience, including ad-free episodes, you can support the show and find us over on Supercast.

Welcome to Untamed Lives, Episode 4: Textbook Narcissist, Part 1. In this episode we follow Addison into the eye of a quiet storm — a relationship th...

Content warning: This episode contains discussions of emotional abuse, manipulation, self-harm, and other deeply sensitive topics. This podcast features deep-dive, unfiltered conversations that often include adult themes and strong opinions. Listener discretion is strongly advised. If you want the full uncensored experience, including ad-free episodes, you can support the show and find us on Supercast.

In the middle of a relations...

This podcast features deep-dive, unfiltered conversations that often include adult themes and strong opinions. Listener discretion is strongly advised. If you want the full uncensored experience, including ad-free episodes, you can support the show and find us over on Supercast.

Hello listeners, and welcome back to Untamed Lives. This is the final episode of Addison's Story, Episode 6, A Better Life Chosen. In this chapter we cut ...

Welcome back to Untamed Lives — where every pause is purpose and every story is crafted with care. In this intimate update, your host opens with a raw, grateful thank-you to the community that propelled season one further than anyone expected. The episode begins like a letter to friends, full of warmth, humility, and a promise: the wait ahead exists because the work ahead matters.

We step behind the curtain as production mov...

He once chased the spotlight, convinced he was the protagonist of a grand epic. But when the applause faded, he found something truer behind a worn wooden counter: a gravity that drew people in to lay down the stories they could not carry alone. In this episode he admits the uncertainty of his first season and how that uncertainty became the doorway to a new purpose.

Listen as the rush dies away and a particular stillness settles&...

Memory isn’t a straight line—it’s a mosaic of sharp edges, hidden rooms, and the smells of late-night pizza. In this episode we pry open a vault that’s been sealed since 1998 and follow Alex back to a single moment of sudden silence that reroutes an entire life. Through vivid scenes and intimate confession, the narrative traces the shame cycle: denial, self-erasure, and the aching cost of being a guest in so...

Season 2 opens with a slow, honest exhale. In this premiere episode of Untamed Lives Season 2, host Chris introduces Alex: a fiercely unique, resilient soul who has spent years making survival moves — sometimes messy, sometimes necessary — to keep going. The episode doesn’t map a neat timeline. Instead, it moves like memory itself, assembling fragments — a stray dog, a secretive ‘vault’ of memori...

They built a life for Alex like a cage: a script of perfection handed down at birth, an ultimatum disguised as expectation. For twenty years they learned to breathe inside a locked vault, hiding pieces of themselves until the oxygen ran low. This episode opens on that moment the lock cracks — not with a dramatic reveal, but with a quiet, dangerous reaching toward something new.

We follow Alex through late nights and secret r...

When the lights go up, a picture-perfect life looks like proof of success: toys under the tree, Scouts, family camping trips—the American dream in high definition. But this episode pulls the stage curtains back and descends, scene by scene, into the basement of one family's history to perform a forensic autopsy on the roots of shame.

Host and guest Alex trace how Depression-era ghosts and the material hunger of the ’80s...

The night opens with the smell of flour, the ordinary clatter of a pizza shift, and then a silence so loud it rewrites a life. At 18, Alex is working at Little Caesars when a pregnancy test turns a future of study and small freedoms into an urgent, permanent responsibility. In the space of a breath, adolescence ends and an unchosen adult life begins.

This episode tracks that snap decision—the hurried promise, the forced wedd...

The bar is quiet. It is that middle hour where people aren’t ready to go home — neither who they were at work nor who they’re expected to be at the dinner table. Alex has lived inside that hour for years: a second marriage, a house in the suburbs, a stepfamily that looked photo-ready but never felt like home. Behind the neat lawn and steady rhythms there is a locked place, a vault where the real self hides, and wh...

In this final episode of Season 2, we finish the forensic reconstruction of Alex's life — a life shaped by secrecy, survival, and a conservative script that never fit. We trace the slow, stubborn work of unwinding a person from the cage they were forced into: the masks that once protected them, the pain that drove them toward dangerous comforts, and the ragged, hopeful community that helped them claw back a sense of self.

Ale...