Kingdom Spouse Disappointment | Healing, Heartbreak, God Revealed Relationship, The One,

Kingdom Spouse Disappointment | Healing, Heartbreak, God Revealed Relationship, The One,

Have you ever believed God showed you your future spouse… only for the relationship to end, never begin, or unfold completely differently than you expected? If you’ve ever said, “I thought God told me he was my future husband,” this podcast is for you. Welcome to Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, a podcast for Christians where we talk openly about christian relationship disappointments, dating struggles, and the pain of believing in a God promised marriage that didn’t happen. We explore how to rebuild trust in God after a "kingdom spouse" heartbreak; whether you’re navigating a relationship that ended or questioning a marriage promise about "the one". This isn't a place for quick fixes. Rather, it's a safe space to bring your questions, your tears, your faith, and your story. Whether you're grieving a relationship that ended, waiting for clarity, or rebuilding your confidence in God's leading, I pray each episode reminds you of one truth: Your disappointment is real-but it is not the end of your story. I'm Lori, and I'm so grateful you're here. Let's walk this healing journey together—one honest conversation at a time. ---------- 🌿 Continue your healing journey If today's episode resonated with you, I'd love to stay connected. Visit lorikayemyles.com to explore my free devotional, and other free resources created to encourage you on your healing journey. And if you're ready to go deeper, you'll find information about my book and other resources designed to support your journey toward healing and hope. Remember—you don't have to walk through this alone.

Episodes

September 18, 2026 15 mins

Do you feel as if a piece of you is missing after heartbreak? Or as if you are not sure who you are anymore?

If so, this episode is for you.

In this episode we explore how heartbreak can make you feel like you lost a part of your identity. Moreover, we go through some reminders about what the Bible says about your worth and identity in Christ, and not in a relationship outcome.

We discuss common emotional questions after relatio...

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Do you find that you are are finding it more difficult than usual to forgive, after your last relationship disappointment or heartbreak?

Do you have questions about what forgiveness truly is, why do you need to forgive and if you can forgive while maintaining healthy boundaries?

If so, this episode is for you.

Using Scripture, practical imagery, and gentle guidance, the episode offers steps to release the burden of unforgiveness...

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What if you’re not just grieving the person, but the future you thought you were going to have?

What if you believe that someone received the relationship or future you believed was going to be yours?

In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we talk about how to release jealousy and comparison when you believe someone else got the future you wanted.

If you’re navigating heartbreak, kingdom spouse disappointment...

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What if you’re not just heartbroken… you’re exhausted from trying to understand what happened?

After a Christian relationship ends-especially one you believed God was leading-you may find yourself constantly replaying conversations, questioning your decisions, analyzing what God was doing, and searching for an explanation.

In this restful episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we talk about the difference betw...

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What happens when you believed God was leading you toward a relationship… but it fell apart? In Episode 10 of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we explore the fear of listening to God again after relationship and spiritual disappointment. Maybe you’ve been asking yourself: Did I hear God wrong? Can I still discern His voice? What if I make the same mistake again? When a relationship you believed was God-ordained does no...
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Have you ever been angry with God?

In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we tackle one of the most difficult and often unspoken topics in the Christian faith: anger toward God ...especially after heartbreak or after relationship disappointment.

 Together, we'll explore whether it's sinful to be angry with God, how to recognize hidden anger that may be affecting your relationship with Him, and what Scriptu...

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Do you feel like your prayers are hitting the ceiling, especially in a season of heartbreak or relationship disappointment? Do you feel like you desperately need an answer but it feels as if God is on "airplane mode"?

Then this episode is for you.

This episode explores the difference between God’s silence and His absence, especially after heartbreak or when a promised 'kingdom spouse' didn’t materialize.

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What hurts more than the breakup? The questions after. "So...when's the wedding?" "Have you set a date yet?" "How's the planning going?" If you believed God revealed "the one" to you, and the relationship ended or never began, the shame can feel heavier than the heartbreak itself. In this episode, we gets honest about navigating spiritual embarrassment, hiding, and the lies shame tells us. We’ll look at Psalm ...
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Have you ever wanted to pray... but didn't know what to say to God?

After a relationship you believed God revealed or promised ends - or didn't even begin, the heartbreak often goes far beyond losing the relationship. It can leave you questioning whether you can trust God, hear His voice, or even feel safe bringing Him your honest emotions.

In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, Lori explores the difficult reality of wha...

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Have you ever wondered, "Was I crazy for believing God?" If you've experienced disappointment in relationships, heartbreak, or you're struggling to trust God after a breakup, this episode is for you. In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, we'll talk about the fear, confusion, shame, and self-doubt that can follow when you believed God revealed your future spouse...but the relationship ended or never e...

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What happens when you truly believe God showed you your future spouse... and the relationship still falls apart?

In this episode, I'm sharing the painful aftermath of heartbreak, the confusion that followed, and the hard questions I brought to God when everything I thought made sense suddenly didn't.

If you've ever replayed the dreams, signs, scriptures, or confirmations and asked yourself, Did I hear God wrong? - this episode is f...

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I thought God showed me my future husband. I was sure. I prayed, I waited, I believed ....but things did not turn out how I expected.

In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment I share Part 1 of my story, where I’m getting real about what it’s like when what you thought was a promise doesn’t come to pass.

If you’ve ever wrestled with unfulfilled prophetic words, spiritual disappointment, or letting g...

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Have you ever believed God revealed your future spouse... only for the relationship to fall apart or never happen at all?

If so, you're not alone.

In this episode of Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, host Lori opens up about one of the most painful experiences many Christians silently carry...the heartbreak that comes when a relationship you believed was from God doesn't materialize or unexpectedly ends.

This isn't just the grie...

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This episode introduces Kingdom Spouse Disappointment, a safe space for people who believed God revealed their future spouse but experienced heartbreak, confusion, or never saw the relationship begin. The host Lori shares candid reflections on feelings of aloneness, shame, and doubt when a spiritual promise doesn't materialize.

Lori validates those emotions, reads from her personal journal, and encourages listeners to be honest wit...

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