Dr. Marianne-Land: An Eating Disorder Recovery Podcast

What happens when your recovery journey needs a reboot—not because you relapsed, but because you learned something life-changing about your brain?

In this second part of my deep conversation with Stacie Fanelli, LCSW, we explore what eating disorder recovery looks like after a late diagnosis of autism and/or ADHD (AuDHD). We talk about the grief, relief, and radical reframing that can come when you realize your past recovery strate...

What happens when your eating disorder recovery path no longer fits—because you finally discover you're neurodivergent? In Part 1 of this rich and validating conversation, Dr. Marianne is joined by Stacie Fanelli, LCSW (@edadhd_therapist), a neurodiversity-affirming therapist who specializes in eating disorders, ADHD, and autism. Together, they unpack the layered emotional terrain of realizing you’re neurodivergent after you've alr...

What if your “resistance” in eating disorder recovery isn’t resistance at all—but a deeply wired need for safety, control, and agency? In this solo episode, Dr. Marianne explores the intersection of PDA (Pervasive Drive for Autonomy) and eating disorders, especially in neurodivergent individuals navigating ARFID, anorexia, bulimia, or binge eating disorder. While traditional eating disorder treatment often emphasizes structure and ...

Why is ADHD so often overlooked in eating disorder treatment—and how can that gap cause more harm than healing?

In this solo episode, Dr. Marianne explores the connection between ADHD and eating disorders, highlighting why traditional treatment approaches often fall short for neurodivergent individuals. You’ll learn how executive dysfunction, impulsivity, time blindness, and sensory sensitivities can all shape eating patterns—and w...

How do diet culture and purity culture work together to shape—and shame—our relationships with food, body, and self? In this thought-provoking episode, Dr. Marianne is joined by Cassie Krajewski, LCSW (@inneratlastherapy), to unpack the trauma that often hides beneath the surface of “clean eating” and “moral” behavior. They explore how religious teachings, modesty expectations, and diet rules can become deeply intertwined, reinforc...

In this solo episode, Dr. Marianne explores how the growing popularity of GLP-1 medications like Ozempic, Wegovy, Zepbound, and Mounjaro is reshaping the body diversity movement. As weight loss drugs become more widely used and celebrated, messages of fat liberation and weight-inclusive care are being challenged in new and complex ways.

Dr. Marianne discusses the cultural effects of GLP-1s, the pressure many people feel to conform ...

Anorexia isn’t just a teen or young adult diagnosis. For many people, it’s resurfacing or emerging for the first time in their 30s, 40s, 50s, and beyond. In this solo episode, Dr. Marianne explores the resurgence of anorexia in midlife through a neurodivergent-affirming, trauma-informed, and sensory-attuned lens. We unpack why these restrictive patterns may return (or appear for the first time), how anorexia often presents differen...

How does secondary traumatic stress (STS) affect eating disorder providers, and how can we care for ourselves without bypassing the realities of burnout, exhaustion, and systemic overwhelm? Dr. Marianne sits down with Dr. Danielle Hiestand, LMFT (@drdaniellehiestand), to unpack the intersection of STS, vicarious trauma, burnout, and disordered eating in helping professionals.

Whether you're a therapist, dietitian, coach, or caregiv...

In this solo episode, Dr. Marianne unpacks Night Eating Syndrome (NES): what it is, how it differs from binge eating disorder, and why it so often emerges or intensifies in your 30s, 40s, and 50s. From hormonal shifts to chronic stress, neurodivergence, caregiving burnout, and sensory overload, we explore the deeper reasons behind nighttime eating patterns—and why they’re not a sign of failure.

Whether you're struggling to sleep wi...

What does it really mean to respect someone’s autonomy in eating disorder treatment—and where’s the line between support and control? In this solo episode, Dr. Marianne explores the difference between autonomy-affirming care and more authoritative, top-down approaches. She shares why this matters so much for neurodivergent people, who are often pushed into treatment styles that ignore their needs, sensory experiences, or communicat...

What does stress actually do to our bodies and brains—and how does that intersect with queerness and eating disorders? In this conversation, I’m joined by therapist and educator Winter Groeschl (they/them), who brings both clinical insight and lived experience to the complex realities of being queer in a world that often pathologizes our identities.

We explore how chronic stress—especially from anti-LGBTQIA+ environments—can shape ...

In this solo episode of Dr. Marianne-Land, we’re exploring Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD)—a mental health condition that often hides in plain sight. BDD isn’t just about disliking how you look; it’s a deeply distressing experience where perceived flaws in appearance become all-consuming. For many, it leads to rituals like mirror checking, avoiding social situations, or even seeking cosmetic procedures—none of which ease the interna...

What happens when a “healthy” habit becomes harmful? In this powerful interview, Dr. Marianne sits down with intuitive eating coach Sabrina Magnan (@sabrina.magnan.health) to talk about the hidden world of exercise addiction—how it starts, why it’s so often praised, and what it actually feels like to break free from it.

Sabrina shares her personal journey of feeling trapped in a cycle of overexercising and disordered eating, and ho...

What happens when you’re deep into recovery—but food still feels confusing, overwhelming, or downright scary?In this solo episode, Dr. Marianne explores how traits of ARFID (Avoidant/Restrictive Food Intake Disorder) can show up in people recovering from anorexia, bulimia, and binge eating disorder—sometimes for the very first time.

If you’ve ever felt stuck with “safe foods,” noticed heightened sensory sensitivity, or found yourse...

In this eye-opening episode of Dr. Marianne-Land, I’m joined by Anne Richardson, RD (@theeatingdisordernutritionist), to talk about the disturbing return of the super skinny ideal—and how this 90s-era body trend is resurfacing in modern media and pop culture. From TikTok to fashion runways, the thin ideal is back, fueling body dissatisfaction, disordered eating, and a dangerous normalization of extreme thinness.

We dive into how th...

What happens when the medical system sees your body as the problem before you even speak? In this solo episode, Dr. Marianne shares her recent experience navigating healthcare as a fat, neurodivergent woman—and the toll of being met with medical gaslighting, invalidation, and bias at every turn. From sensory overload in clinical settings to the exhaustion of advocating for basic care, this episode explores the intersection of fatph...

Religious trauma is real—and for neurodivergent folks, it can leave especially deep marks on body image, food, and self-worth. In this powerful episode, I’m joined by Victoria Leon, ASW (@victoriarleon), a therapist who specializes in supporting people healing from religious trauma and eating disorders. We explore how faith communities can reinforce shame, control, and compliance—and how that intersects with masking, sensory sensit...

🎧 Ever wondered what recovery from bulimia really looks like—beyond the clinical definitions and surface-level advice? In this powerful interview, I sit down with Abbey Griffith, a certified personal trainer and eating disorder recovery advocate, to talk about her lived experience with bulimia, what helped her heal, and how weight-neutral fitness became a surprising source of support and reconnection with her body.

We get into the...

Let’s be real: having safe foods in eating disorder recovery doesn’t mean you’re failing—it often means you’re surviving, adapting, and doing exactly what your body needs. In this solo episode, Dr. Marianne Miller, licensed eating disorder therapist, fat liberationist, and neurodivergent human, is busting the myth that safe foods are always disordered.

We’ll talk about why safe foods exist (hint: it’s not just "being rigid"), how t...